Jan 03, 2006 22:40
I binged! I'm a failure! I hate this so much. I'm so fucking fat!
350 cals!
Arggghhhh... I'm so angry with myself. i could have had more, I could still eat right now, but I won't, I can't!
I feel totally disgusting! I can't beleive it! Fucking hell.
I'm ugly... fat... hidious... disgusting... I just want to die. I'll never lose this weight. I can't do this anymore, it's killing me. I'm so stupid. If I eat I'll get fat, if I don't eat I'll get skinny, it's that simply, but noooooooooooo!
Fucking hell, tomorrow I'm restrciting to salad only and maybe some fruit! ARGHHHHHH I need help!