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[twist_nd_tumble]

i just had an insite on my self... no one really cares... no one cares if you are hurting, no one cares if you are going through guys problems.. it is just all drama, and everyone hates drama, but evryone lives off it... i mean thnk about it.. my little brother has it sooooo hard.. he is sooo smart, athletic, cute, and actually really funny! but i dont think he knows how to hold all those things... so instead of peole saying "damn boy, you are smart!" they over look all that, and go straight to the name calling. They pic on him, i have seen him in school crying his eyes out.. i have seen people calling him the worst names in the book!!!!!!! and no one looks at other people, just their problems! i mean, i think i am just gonna not write all my problems anymore... so... not to make anyone mad, i just had.. a shock of... um... stuff i had to share, maybe some people will realize i am writing this entry for them, and MAYBE they will change...

lOvEs...
~*cAmIlLe*~

oh and if anyone cares.. i have staes this wkEnd, andmy best friend cant even come.. i am stressed out, and depressed, and i feel so worthless.. i need to do good, so someone please tell me i am loved, it is something i havent heard for so long. i mean.. all this crap, Josh breaking up with me, the fam., the friends, makes me feel like i am just there when someone feels like being around me.. it is like i am an extra... well i have to go to gym...