May 19, 2004 17:52
<.< I need more manga XD Since I've been up from 5am today and was home alone sick.. well.. I had a lot of time on my hands XD I've read all my manga now .___. which left me a bit.. bleh and it wasn't even 2pm when I was finished. Oh well. *sigh* and they showed X at a.a last Friday u__u grargh XD
My journal has been in a read-only mode for about an hour. I'm really enjoying the update journal page right now XD
pink potato sallad
We had the most beautiful case of spring rain today. It just started pouring rain quite violently down from a completely blue sky earlier today. The ground was left wet, shocked and confused and all the baby birds stopped talking. Maybe they got knocked out of their nests. I should have gone outside and helped them, but I shouldn't go outside. I'm trying to get well from a cold.. *nods*
I hope we'll get more spring showers like that and that I'll be able to run outside during one just as violent as this one when I feel better... someday.
I don't understand why I used to pretend to be sick so that I could stay home from school. This day has been so boring and lonely .___. hm.. oh.. well I guess a sick day out of school feels a lot different when I'm not actually sick ^^; Hah, funny.. I've never really thought about that. Skipping school sort of was the rule rather than the exception for me a while back -.-;; Now I don't feel the need to skip school anymore. It doesn't feel like such a burden. I am actually quite happy to have a place to go everyday, even though I'm not the best in my class. I've realised that I don't have to be the best at anything to be happy :)
It just started raining again. Even now from a blue sky. Had I been completely well I would have run outside and placed myself in my garden, closed my eyes and dreamt about when I used to do that with my grandfather. He always told me to run outside when we had spring rain like this. Run outside and spin around in circles till you fall over. My mom and grandmother always shouted at him for telling me to do that *giggle* :) Sometimes I really miss my grandfather, but it feels good to remember him ^^
I'll feel prefectly fine tomorrow. I know I will. I want to feel perfectly fine when I wake up tomorrow, so therefore I'll feel perfectly fine. ;) *nods*
day babble,
family,
good thoughts