Baby Please Come Home....
So I can't sleep. I just can't. My mind is running with so many different things right now that I just can't handle it all. I'm worried about my grades...because if I don't get at least over a C average I won't be coming back next year...and my folks want a B average at least. FUCK me. Then I'm worried about the boys in Iraq and Afghanistan. I want them all to come home. Because every night I watch the news like crazy and pray that I will hear from one of them. Yes, I'm more worried about Alan and all those guys in Afghanistan...and they've only been gone for a week. But I just want them all home. That way I won't be worrying about them dying. Why is the whole situation so fucked up over there? Why? Why is Bush such a fucking idiot to invade a country without the complete help of all the other countries? Seriously Bush...you're a fucking idiot. This war is going to take forever to end...and more and more U.S. soldiers are dying. Soldiers who are protecting their country and helping all of us...but they're dying...people's children, brothers, sisters, lovers, parents, friends...they're dying. I mean I'm watching the news now...and there's a press conference with the head general over in Iraq and he is saying that it's not gonna end soon and that it's still bad over there. Why can't the U.S. get support and help from the rest of the world. Yes, the U.S. is the top military power and yes, we are the top and biggest country in the world. I do feel that it is our duty to help countries with problems because of this...but when it involves and world terror then the whole fucking world should help out and support each other. So why can't we do this? ARGHHHHH! I'm going to drive myself nuts...all I want is for my boys to come home...I want them all to come home...Fuck...everyone leave those countries and let them all kill each other. Maybe they'll get the picture when we don't help. Alright, just send all my boys home...send all U.S. troops home, and stop this pathetic war. I want my boys home, I want to stop worrying (think of their poor mothers), I want to hear from them and know they're okay and that nothing is happening where they are. But none of that will happen...because the world is so fucked up right now...and people I love are stuck in the middle of it.