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May 17, 2005 18:50

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part II anonymous May 19 2005, 16:37:05 UTC
and then just think: what’s a life that hasn’t been truly lived? we’re kids. we’re allowed to be crazy, stupid, fucked up, in moderation of course. but live. one day, karina, you might just look in the mirror and see a face that has aged twenty years but with no trace of memories you might recall as blissful. and i’m not telling you to live like ali, become ali. ali fucks up. and then again, we all do.
but at the same time, it will be ali who at age 50 will still have the same sparkle in her eyes as she does now. it will be ali that does not have the sense that her life has been wasted, and it won't be. not if she is the person that i think she is. she fucks up, but she learns. that's how you learn. her head is set strongly on her shoulders and there is no one who houses the potential ability to knock it off. she knows whats up. she has an innate ability to see what is within a person - a good judge of character. half of that is probably a result of some form of bad judgment that you see as a hindrance in the grand scheme of things. but is it really? apparently not if it enables so much learning and so many better things. ali has become the person that we love because of the things she does - it can't all be bad, especially in the long run, for we wouldn't love her as much as we do.
she gets it. she's involved in the game. she's climbing the stairway and on her way to a more climactic region of this bullshit conspiracy that is called life. do not ever doubt that. to doubt that would be your biggest mistake.
but you've already made that one, it's too bad, karina.
and now you've made an even bigger mistake in your statements with hidden innuendos expecting her to believe that she is worthless and capable of understanding nothing until she comes to the realizations that you have. i'm telling you now that you're bullshit. she's the one who understands. you have a long way to come before you even manage to stand at the foot of the stairway.
some people go their whole lives without ever coming within range of it. ali has already started her ascension up and it hasn't even taken twenty years. and now i ask: how long will it take you?

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Re: part II anonymous May 25 2005, 18:19:11 UTC
A good judge of character? She must not have judged herself or you yet. I don't really know if Ali has this "sparkle" you speak of, she is constantly saying how she is upset and depressed...not much of a sparkle there my friend. As a matter of fact, I don't know if I would ever want to be like her when she is 50 years old...she will probably be dead doing the things she does now. And as for your 3.9...congrats...but guess what! There are plenty of serial killers who have graduated from top end universities...how wise are they? how wise are you stoner? If you girls think that making mistakes has brought you to this great understanding of life...then why not let Karina "fuck up". Although hypocrites, I don't believe she is...

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Re: part II twirpy May 26 2005, 05:44:52 UTC
im not depressed you homo...and dont write in my journal- fuck off. fool.

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