dont read...unles ur bored
fuck.shit.motherfucking fuck.
SHIT FUCKING SUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKS. i hate when people are all emo all the time and bullshit about their so called "shitty liveS".fuck that. bbbbbbbbut now here i am to complain about my bullshit.
-umm so i saved up and got a used red chevrolet cavalier. thought id have a job but it ends up I have'nt found shit. so insurance and gas is a reason im not gona even be using the fucking car.
-i was arrested so now i have fines, court shit, lawyer...all this crap
- my best friend, karina, calls me up and decides she is not going to go to USF and live w/ me next year bc college is "not her lifestyle".shes from peru and bullshit. cept she loved living the way she had been the past 8 months. This is the last time that Ill ever put my faith or trust into someone..shes someone who i trusted w/ any sense of anyything i own, touch,breathe,drive, fuck..anything. and she fucked me over. and its not even about her not being there, its about her leaving. fuck that. we had plans. i want nothing to do w/ you by the way. it sucks when the thing/person you love most, even over family(which i dont even fuckign know where i stand with them).., ends up being the one you dont ever want to see again. probably just because it hurts too much.
- i wanna bang all the time, but then once i do im not satisfied bc i just want someone who can understand me and respect me and be w/ me and love me. and be IN love. but then again, i dont want that because theres no one that will be able to make me completely content.
- living w/ family reminds me everyday that they are nothing like me, and although they love, and will do anyting for me...they dont understand..and dont have the same morals, likes,dislikes,expectations, or no expectations, ...everything and anything.
- i dont know what the fuck i want to do in the future...i wanan do nothhing but be in love, be on the beach and smoke and drinka ll day long.
thatd be the motherfucking shit.
damn, i guess karma's finally raping me in the ass. and its not soo hott.
fuck
SHIT FUCKING SUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKS. i hate when people are all emo all the time and bullshit about their so called "shitty liveS".fuck that. bbbbbbbbut now here i am to complain about my bullshit.
-umm so i saved up and got a used red chevrolet cavalier. thought id have a job but it ends up I have'nt found shit. so insurance and gas is a reason im not gona even be using the fucking car.
-i was arrested so now i have fines, court shit, lawyer...all this crap
- my best friend, karina, calls me up and decides she is not going to go to USF and live w/ me next year bc college is "not her lifestyle".shes from peru and bullshit. cept she loved living the way she had been the past 8 months. This is the last time that Ill ever put my faith or trust into someone..shes someone who i trusted w/ any sense of anyything i own, touch,breathe,drive, fuck..anything. and she fucked me over. and its not even about her not being there, its about her leaving. fuck that. we had plans. i want nothing to do w/ you by the way. it sucks when the thing/person you love most, even over family(which i dont even fuckign know where i stand with them).., ends up being the one you dont ever want to see again. probably just because it hurts too much.
- i wanna bang all the time, but then once i do im not satisfied bc i just want someone who can understand me and respect me and be w/ me and love me. and be IN love. but then again, i dont want that because theres no one that will be able to make me completely content.
- living w/ family reminds me everyday that they are nothing like me, and although they love, and will do anyting for me...they dont understand..and dont have the same morals, likes,dislikes,expectations, or no expectations, ...everything and anything.
- i dont know what the fuck i want to do in the future...i wanan do nothhing but be in love, be on the beach and smoke and drinka ll day long.
thatd be the motherfucking shit.
damn, i guess karma's finally raping me in the ass. and its not soo hott.
fuck