Conviction
So been watching DeathNote and I have to say wow that show is weird. I mean I understand and get it but man it's just weird. I like L though, he's cool. Lymu said something about being pissed and stopped watching it when he favorite character died. I knew it was L, I haven't even gotten to that part yet. Right now I'm watching the part where Light is normal Light rather than scary Kira. But Matt said he goes back to being scary Kira, hmm. Aww.. That's kinda sad. I really like Rem though, Matt said she died. He let that slip on accident a "Cecil's a palidan" joke I guess. I don't quite understand what's with the whole popularity thing though. It's a new concept in anime but Battle Royale was a new concept in film. I suppose crazy goriness makes up for everything. But the DeathNote show does have a large sense of conviction that's quite amazing. Like, you must want to be Godly to think that it's ok to want to kill all those criminals. Hell, Light could have LEFT Ray Penbar and the wife alone because Ray didn't think Light WAS the enemy. And Misa was cool in the beginning and now she doesnt have the DeathNote I guess she is ditsy. Perhaps being a holder of the Deathnote gives you higher rationalizing powers? Hmm.
Not much on my end! I was thinking that matt puts on a good face but maybe he's like Kira too.. ::considers:: I have points of view about that. Ohh weelll.. ::yawns::
So why is the subject Conviction? I would have to say that it has a lot to do with all kinds of people. Like how people really believe something not knowing the true answer. Will sacrifice and defend something without knowing any better. I think the religions are like that, cliques are like that, basically everyone except someone with a higher knowledge and understanding are like that. Everyone else are just lemmings. I say that because I think, when a person gets shunned out of a group for having opposing feelings that it's wrong. Because it's like the way everyone else is, and it's also like the way the people some claim to hate act. "You view things differently, we don't like you" Does that make sense? Grant it, I have my own personal feelings of conviction and condemnment but if I have knowledge and I keep to myself that makes me a better person, right? Because despite not liking someone, unless they'be hurt me then I have no reason to despise them too horribly where I brush them off. ::shrugs:: Because it was never important in the first place, whatever it was that caused me to feel that way. I'll grow out of it eventually, I'll hate less and just do things becuase they need to be done. I'm still with mom because despite having hateful feelings she has in her life at some point worked hard. And though she didn't keep it up or it seemed to hard she is my mother that will never understand what life is about. Matt, will never get it either, this saddens me though, because I want everyone to understand. Sometimes it would take a little more happiness to make someone get it and sometimes it was take a little more sadness. Lyme, I think, understands my point of view, if at the very least tries. And I like being friends with her, I have nothing against lyme-face, she is who she is no matter in what form she wants to be in.
Sorry my thoughts are running faster than my typing. Anyway, I think I'm done, I'm going to go draw some pictures and listen to music so my head feels less muddled. Bye.
Not much on my end! I was thinking that matt puts on a good face but maybe he's like Kira too.. ::considers:: I have points of view about that. Ohh weelll.. ::yawns::
So why is the subject Conviction? I would have to say that it has a lot to do with all kinds of people. Like how people really believe something not knowing the true answer. Will sacrifice and defend something without knowing any better. I think the religions are like that, cliques are like that, basically everyone except someone with a higher knowledge and understanding are like that. Everyone else are just lemmings. I say that because I think, when a person gets shunned out of a group for having opposing feelings that it's wrong. Because it's like the way everyone else is, and it's also like the way the people some claim to hate act. "You view things differently, we don't like you" Does that make sense? Grant it, I have my own personal feelings of conviction and condemnment but if I have knowledge and I keep to myself that makes me a better person, right? Because despite not liking someone, unless they'be hurt me then I have no reason to despise them too horribly where I brush them off. ::shrugs:: Because it was never important in the first place, whatever it was that caused me to feel that way. I'll grow out of it eventually, I'll hate less and just do things becuase they need to be done. I'm still with mom because despite having hateful feelings she has in her life at some point worked hard. And though she didn't keep it up or it seemed to hard she is my mother that will never understand what life is about. Matt, will never get it either, this saddens me though, because I want everyone to understand. Sometimes it would take a little more happiness to make someone get it and sometimes it was take a little more sadness. Lyme, I think, understands my point of view, if at the very least tries. And I like being friends with her, I have nothing against lyme-face, she is who she is no matter in what form she wants to be in.
Sorry my thoughts are running faster than my typing. Anyway, I think I'm done, I'm going to go draw some pictures and listen to music so my head feels less muddled. Bye.