Y0 Self! How be you?
Well I dunno, I dont post much because I dont have anyone to read my journal that may or may not care about any state I might be in. Whether I be happy, sad, indiiferent, busy... etc etc.. Well Matt but since I see him almost everyday, him reading my journal is pointless UNLESS I am mad at him.
Shout out to LYME. Cause she's meh friiend.
Well. You know. I've been thinking. I really do think of friends as objects I think. Like "You're either here or you're not oh well" kind of thing. Like I dont consider having good friends a good or bad thing in the long run I guess. And then theres the friends that I can use for gain. I think that's from moms side of me. Dad likes people. mom doesnt trust them. I dont trust them I guess. I think here's my list of important friends:
Matt
Beth
Lyme
Kimmie
Windham
Matt-sticks with me even if I'm being a royal bitch. Doesnt run away from me and makes sure I'm in check.
Beth- I dunno how to explain being a complete opposite but I really wish the best for Beth
Lyme- We hang out and she's a cool person with her own problems. She's got her share of trouble and well.. I like her.
Kimmie- and I will ALWAYS be there for each other
Windham- It's just weird . I couldnt explain how I feel about my friendship. I think it's cause we both work hard. There's neither a gain nor a loss in our friendship.
theres a lot of smaller friends that I have. I wouldnt necessarily cry if they moved on in life. I'm a stationary person I like watching the other people grow away from me. and I'm like "have a good one" Maybe that's why I like the few friends I have. Because I know the rest are going to grow up and move on and away from me. Hmm.. So Heather's working I think. Haha she doesnt talk to me. I said some mean things though and I guess I hurt Kyle's feelings. But maybe that's for the best. I'll be just chillin. ::dance:: everything works out. I think I heard somewheres Kyle has a woman. that's neat, good for him. Last time I saw him he had a really nice hair cut he could definately pick up the ladies with. haha.
I like my classes. I have to work hard though. I'm excited and happy. and maybe I made a new friend that shares two classes with me. haha. ::dance::