In this little town - [2/?]
Title: In this little town
Genre: Angst, humor, romance
Pairing: JongKey, KeySica
Author: twinklespink
Summary: Jonghyun has been waiting since that promise long ago, only to find out that the child he promised to marry was already taken.
A/N: Many people requested a sequel to my sequel ‘My boyfriend is a first grader’ and here it is.
Chapter Two: Maybe
Kibum POV
It was a lie. I missed him so much I cried every night before I went to bed. I love him so much that seeing him now makes me break down. But I had Jessica and everything changed, I loved Jessica with all my heart, she was my world. But seeing my first love once again made me realize that, he just might change the whole thing.
After a few hours of muttering the obvious I fell asleep. Even though I was sure Jonghyun was dead I made sure he got to sleep, he could never stay up after a set period. His brunette hair shifted nicely along his tan peach skin, how I just wanted to take in that sight forever. I wanted to yell at him some more, tell him how agonizing the years were, how much I tried to keep believing he would come back, or how it hurt to not have my savior nearby at all times. I wanted to scream it in his face, how much I loved him, and how much it hurt when I decided to move on with my life. But none of it came out, she was stopping me. Jessica was like a shining star in the pitch black sky when he left, the only thing I had left to hold onto.
For hours and hours every day I thought he would be there waiting at my doorstep, in my room, in the kitchen, even in my living room inside a tent. But every day I was hurt and my heart eventually crumpled into bits, swearing that if I ever saw him again I wouldn’t fall. But here I am again, falling over the simple sight of his chest moving and his sweet lips intact. I spent countless hours mourning over how he ruined my life, how he chewed up my heart, how he left me with empty promises that even a kindergartener would find wrong. But by doing all of it, it just showed how much I cared and never got over the fact that I needed him.
And it’s true, I did need him, I needed him more than the sun and moon combined, or the clouds and rain, and even a bee needed flowers. I loved him so much that every time I drank banana milk I wept into my mom’s shoulder. Everything that reminded me of him is gone now, and because of that I’m filled with so much hate instead of love.
I’m not sure what will be left tomorrow, but I sure hope he’s gone.
I awoke to an empty bed, once again. But this time it didn’t affect me as much as it did the first time he left. Did I tell you how I woke up fourteen years ago to an empty bed and a loss of a friend? Well it happened, and I cried my eyes out until my mom could shut me up. I grouchily made my way down the stairs and sat down at the kitchen table, to my dismay so did he. Why did it hurt so much that he was near?
Maybe it was because I yelled the life out of him, and he avoided my glances and voice when it came up. Maybe because he didn’t want anything to do with me after last night. Maybe it was because I love him and can’t stand to be with someone else. Or even . . . just maybe, Jessica isn’t the one, and she’s the reason I’m holding back.
Umma glared at me and I sat up in my seat, nudging the lifeless structure next to me,” Do, do you want to, go, to the playground?” He knew my words weren’t worth anything, but he also knew that if he said no then umma would kill me. He nodded, faking a smile that only I would know,” Sure, Kibum.”
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This is short but I needed to express Kibum's feelings, kkekekek :]
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