Jul 18, 2006 12:53
Sometimes, if you want something done you have to do it yourself.
Sometimes, to break the silence, you need to talk first.
Sometimes, you have to be your own hero.
It's time for a change.
Their's three big things on my mind right now. A boy, a girl and a team.
I'm ready to fix things. I'm ready to answer the question. I'm ready to tell him everything on my mind and stop ignoring the texts. I can't keep doing this. I can't keep living this way. I can't keep saying "time will tell" when honestly time makes it worse. If it's important to me i have to do something about it. I can't keep sitting back and watching what bad thing will happen next. I have to prevent it. I can't run away from my problems. It's time to grow up and it's about time i've realized it.
Ashley's home by the way. It's her birthday today. She moved in the middle of freshman year and since then she comes home twice a year for a week. Christmas and summer. I like it because one, i get to see her and two, we hang out with the people i used to hang out w. like freshman year and idk it's just good to see old friends. Now i just need to get ungrounded cause she leaves friday. I'm sure i will, my mom loves ashley.