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This is my third entry today. Why? Because it's the most boringest day of the summer by far. Everyone is gone and i have no gas and i ran errands today and everytime it gets below a quarter of a tank it breaks down and the little light is on so im screwwweddd.
Lauren is home now...thank freaking god. Annd sam just texted me saying she isn't going to the lakehouse cause she has to work nine in a half hours tomorrow...idk if she's not going at all but i know she's on her way home right now. Josh and i have stayed home all day today bored outta our minds and we can't hang out cause i can't drive cause my mom will bitch at me and blahhhh. But yet, she wanted me to run errands? Um...grr.
I've realized that if i don't have those certain people who i hang out with everyday then im lost and have no clue who to hang out with......which is why im sitting here doing nothing. I hate saying your gonna hang out with someone who you've haven't hung out with in a while and then you don't...i need more friends..who will actually hang out with me when they say their going to cause right now i have like 5.
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love how i can get away with absolutly everything and no one suspects me at all. Goal for the summer is going really really well. ; ) Gotta love it.
I've been like obsessed with riding my bike and walking lately. Ya see, im aloud to leave my brother home alone during the day if im just going for a bike ride or w.e....so that's what i've been doing every single day for like two weeks. Lauren is my walking buddy and alexis is my biking buddy....and sam is always working....laksjdlfasjdfasd.
Why is it that when your like in a fight with someone or maybe not a fight but things are a little rocky...that you see them everywhere you go. And when your not in a fight with someone and you'd like to run in to them every once in a while, you don't. This always happens to me..im always in so many awkward situations and it sucks. Everytime me and say...alexis were in a fight...we'd see each other, run into each other....everywhereeeeee! Same with like everyone...Not that im in fights alot...cause im not....but theres those certain times that you don't want to see someone but you do...it's like..a sign.
I just wish that everything bad in my life would just miracuously be good again. Too bad people have emotions..
So...lauren has to clean and she has a headache. AHhhh!!!!
I found these little clips of magazine in my room that i must of cut out sometime in my life.
"It's okay to have a bad day or feel blue or cry. No one's gonna look at you weird or think any less of you."
"i love how guys say the right thing when you least expect it but need it most and how when your ready to give up, one will pop in and make up for the billion that never called back."
"The only ones who never fail are the ones who never try."
blahhhhhh. okayy byeee!