hide and seek... trains and sewing machines

[twiningfire]

i am feeling more and more cheerful as the day of arrival approaches. i still do feel a bit still and like i am drawing back, but 3+ people on campus with whom i can snuggle is very healing. all summer, i had physical contact only when with marysia, davi or jackie, and during my visit with lauren, and it was just not often, not a lot. plus i have been less outgoing that way since conserve, although, you know, damned if dav or mish was going to let that get in our way. there are many, many people i miss sharply outside beloit, but knowing that there will be many people here soon distracts me. i'm excited- soon is the time of my next tattoo! sooooo soon. i need to give them a deposit. really, i need to get cash monies. once i have them, then ink.

it's clear from my writing style in this entry that i am happier. at least, clear to me. pat polley is back on campus! rejoice.

i love, i love, i love
-s-0