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hello --
first of all, i'd like to say i'm very sorry about my inactivity,
i feel like with each passing day i become more like a stranger to those on my friend's list :(
high school is coming to an end for me, so much is going on, and honestly i wish i could just stop time for a bit and take a deep breath and really see what is going on.
i won't ever see my two dearest teachers on a day-to-day basis ever again, and i feel like i have a pebble for a heart because i did not shed any tears while everyone else did during our art final when we all said goodbye to the art room and my art teacher.
by the time i knew that was the last time i'd ever see the art room -- the place i always went to with my friends and breathed in paint on a daily basis -- it was already nighttime and i was in my room folding my clothes and wiping away watercolor stains off my desk.
i don't know how i feel. i don't know what's going on.
i felt so numb all this week.
so i'm sorry, please stick with me.
i will post some art and photos like i always do soon. but i don't know how soon. maybe after a week when everything's slow and calm? but i will post. and i will comment.
i love you all.
first of all, i'd like to say i'm very sorry about my inactivity,
i feel like with each passing day i become more like a stranger to those on my friend's list :(
high school is coming to an end for me, so much is going on, and honestly i wish i could just stop time for a bit and take a deep breath and really see what is going on.
i won't ever see my two dearest teachers on a day-to-day basis ever again, and i feel like i have a pebble for a heart because i did not shed any tears while everyone else did during our art final when we all said goodbye to the art room and my art teacher.
by the time i knew that was the last time i'd ever see the art room -- the place i always went to with my friends and breathed in paint on a daily basis -- it was already nighttime and i was in my room folding my clothes and wiping away watercolor stains off my desk.
i don't know how i feel. i don't know what's going on.
i felt so numb all this week.
so i'm sorry, please stick with me.
i will post some art and photos like i always do soon. but i don't know how soon. maybe after a week when everything's slow and calm? but i will post. and i will comment.
i love you all.