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Feb 10, 2008 20:12

 now i come to feel absolutely, entirely, and wholly filthy ( Read more... )

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graceislove February 11 2008, 03:43:25 UTC
"[maybe i am just weak. maybe this is the way it always is, and always will be. i am so sorry Lord. i feel so filthy in the sight of these men.]"

I hope i did not get lumped in. Please dont tell me i make you feel filthy.

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twilitesunburst February 11 2008, 03:53:31 UTC
not your entirety
not who you are

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graceislove February 11 2008, 04:10:14 UTC
then what?

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electrikxdance February 11 2008, 04:15:27 UTC
Daniel,
Please please please open your heart.
I'm not going to say anything on your journal because I know my words will not be taken seriously and will be turned against me. Stop feeding this fire. I love you and hate to see this seeping into your head. I am on the verge of tears reading that these boys believe that I being a Christian am a homophobic, racist who's head is filled with false statements and childhood dreams.

God has called me to LOVE this world, to share His word, and the LOVE Him. But how can I with such close mindedness? Just like Maegan it makes me feel abused and worthless.

I don't even know what else to say.

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graceislove February 11 2008, 04:19:13 UTC
i dont know what to say to this.

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electrikxdance February 11 2008, 04:25:01 UTC
I wish I could say something. I've been searching since you posted that for something "insightful" or "smart" or "catchy"...honestly I've just been searching to say something and you know what I've got...NOTHING. Just this feeling that you are lost. And the want to help you find your way. Cliche, yes. True, yes as well. I will continue this with you sometime if you'd like.

I know MAEgan does not enjoy the LJ drama.. :]

I love you though Daniel. Just know that anything I'm saying is coming from that.

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