My path.... where did my path go?!?!

[twilightsparrow]

BLAH!!!! WT -motherfuckin- F!!!! I wanna know what is up with this shit... i've seen more today than i've needed to see in a long while... and again it pisses me off... i think i'm leavin stagecrew because of this shit... I'm tired of the catyness i'm tired of the he said she said shit... and i'm fuckin tired of all the damn games... so you know... screw all of you!!

And i was goin along so well too... like everything was feelin better and things were gettin better... but NOOOOOOO... this can't stay for long... that would make life too easy... i thought i had finally found my path that i was goin to follow... but apparently not... its disappeared from my site and now i have no idea where to turn... so fuck fuck fuck... i'm screwed...

I knew that someday it would be like this
That someday i would feel the longing for your kiss
And i know that you're the only one i truly need
you're essential to me just like the very air i breathe

I look into your eyes and i find the safety i've been searchin for
But sometimes i feel like you're ready to walk out that door
To leave me here cold and alone
Where i'll never be anywhere i can truly call home

You're the only thing familiar to me...
The only place i call home...
The only place i feel completely safe...