Just Friends
Summary: About a guy with the initials of A.K that broke my heart.
Just Friends
Look, you know my secret, you know one chapter of how I feel about you and you know the question I asked.
"Were we ever friends?" I asked. "Didn't you ever get suspicious?
Your reply broke my heart. "I've been a little but i've always thought we were...just friends, you know?"
There. Those two words. It's like you were holding my heart and you suddenly threw it on the floor and stomped on it and I watched helplessly trying to gather up the pieces. You only know a fraction of my feelings and you probably couldn't even care less. I've always stood up for you, laughed at your jokes, returned your smile that you flashed at me-i guess none of that is anything special- and yet you still left me standing on a railroad. I would be unable to move-not like you tied me up or anything.- but i was just frozen. I watched as the light of a train came closer and closer...and suddenly i was smacked by your words. I guess you only go for blondes or something. You havent even seen her in 2 years, yet you are sure that she's the one. I've always had one question on my mind.
Did you ever feel that same for me? Just a tiny bit? Look dont pretend i didnt see your eyes wandering around trying to meet mine when I rode your bus home. You glanced at me everytime you made a joke. Does that mean NOTHING to you? You dont know about the shock I had, the depression that lasted for days, and all I could do is wait for your reply.
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You've talked about baseball for the last few weeks. I have been waiting paitiently for a different topic but for some odd reason it just goes back to baseball sooner or later. You dont know how much I hate baseball to my guts, yet I pretended to like it, to be interested in it for you. I've loved you for a long time now and I just wish I could have something more to our realationship than "Just Friends"
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Each season has a nessicarity. Spring needs leaves and flowers, summer need well...the sun. Autum needs red,orange and yellow leaves and winter just needs to be cold and have snow (that depends where you are) Now that you're gone I've lost my sunshine. The world seems cold. I've blocked out all other sorces of romance. I plan to move on next year but no one has any idea how hard that would be.
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I am honored that you consider me a friend but dont ever say we are or ever were JUST friends...
Just Friends
Look, you know my secret, you know one chapter of how I feel about you and you know the question I asked.
"Were we ever friends?" I asked. "Didn't you ever get suspicious?
Your reply broke my heart. "I've been a little but i've always thought we were...just friends, you know?"
There. Those two words. It's like you were holding my heart and you suddenly threw it on the floor and stomped on it and I watched helplessly trying to gather up the pieces. You only know a fraction of my feelings and you probably couldn't even care less. I've always stood up for you, laughed at your jokes, returned your smile that you flashed at me-i guess none of that is anything special- and yet you still left me standing on a railroad. I would be unable to move-not like you tied me up or anything.- but i was just frozen. I watched as the light of a train came closer and closer...and suddenly i was smacked by your words. I guess you only go for blondes or something. You havent even seen her in 2 years, yet you are sure that she's the one. I've always had one question on my mind.
Did you ever feel that same for me? Just a tiny bit? Look dont pretend i didnt see your eyes wandering around trying to meet mine when I rode your bus home. You glanced at me everytime you made a joke. Does that mean NOTHING to you? You dont know about the shock I had, the depression that lasted for days, and all I could do is wait for your reply.
***
You've talked about baseball for the last few weeks. I have been waiting paitiently for a different topic but for some odd reason it just goes back to baseball sooner or later. You dont know how much I hate baseball to my guts, yet I pretended to like it, to be interested in it for you. I've loved you for a long time now and I just wish I could have something more to our realationship than "Just Friends"
***
Each season has a nessicarity. Spring needs leaves and flowers, summer need well...the sun. Autum needs red,orange and yellow leaves and winter just needs to be cold and have snow (that depends where you are) Now that you're gone I've lost my sunshine. The world seems cold. I've blocked out all other sorces of romance. I plan to move on next year but no one has any idea how hard that would be.
***
I am honored that you consider me a friend but dont ever say we are or ever were JUST friends...