Raining Sunrise---Chapter 3
Summary: I definately had fun writing this chapter. So it's about Bella's whole Point of Veiw transforming...
Enjoy!
Issy
Author's Note: This is an awesome chapter to write. (1111 words not alot i know) but I've always wanted this to happen. And I hope you like it. Feel free to comment!
Enjoy!
Issy
Raining Sunrise
Chapter 3
I remeber feeling something sink into my finger like a mosquito bite but much more sharper. At first i was confused, where was the pain? How come I dont feel anything? Did something go wrong? Then i felt it. The burning, the agony, the feeling as if flames had started vigourously on the tip of my finger. I bit down my lip as the pain moved upwards through my hands then slowly up my arms. I remember looking up to see that instead of Edward there stood Alice.
"There there Bella, It's okay" She tried to comfort me. No! No it's not okay! I wanted to scream at her. I saw Alice move slightly towards me but then decided against it. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed Edward wasnt the only one missing, Carlisle and Jasper were gone too.
"...Carlisle....Jasper?" I asked weakly.
"Carlisle went to get some morphine to decrease the pain for a little while and Jasper, well you know Jasper, and i suppose you're wondering where Edward is. Well he is getting ready to go hunting with Jasper soon, just to be safe, he'll be back soon the most a hour."
I just nodded. It took all my strength not to yell out in pain. The burning had already finished my arms and now was rotating through it again.
"Bella," Carlisle said nudging me gently. I had been so focused on not focusing on the pain I hadn't noticed him come in.
"I've got the morphine Bella. I'm going to inject it into your bloodstream." he told me.
"Okay" I whispered. He injected liquid into my open wound. I flinched. The morphine stung a little but then i realized i didnt feel the pain as strongly.
"Wow thats Carlisle. The pain isnt as intense as before"
"Ah...but i'm afraid it doesn't last for long. Maybe an hour or two."
"That's fine. I understand" I realized by that time Edward would be back. He would be my morphine...if he decided to see me. Now that the pain was almost gone i felt my eyelids grow heavy and i fell into a deep sleep.
I felt something cool brush my face and i quickly opened my eyes.
"Edward!" I cried. "You're back!" I looked at his sad face.
"Bella, I am so sorry for causing you all this pain."
"It's fine! I dont feel a thing now that Carlisle gave me the morphine."
"But Bella, it's been an hour and its bound to wear off soon." Just then i noticed that we were alone in the room.
"Where is everybody?"
"They went to give us some privacy."
"Oh. Well what for?"
He sighed. "Bella there's something i need to talk to you about."
"Yes?"
"I'm very worried about you."
"I think everyone knows that."
"I mean there are some prospects of transformation that are dangerous. For one, when you transform you're feelings towards people might not be the same..."
I gasped. "OH NO EDWARD NO! Are you saying I might not love you when I'm a vampire?"
"...That...could be true"
"How is that possible?!?!?"
"Well when the venom gets in your bloodstream it might alter some feelings along the way when it gets to your brain and heart."
"Edward I will love you no matter what, you know that right?"
"I'll try to remember it." I reached up to grasp his face between my hands but i did not have enough strength to reach up. Edward seemed to realize this which brought another pained expression to his face.
"Bella I think you should go to sleep again."
"Okay then. Just remember if I dont wake again that i love you and i always will."
"I know that Bella...but it's just hard to convice myself of that. I have alot of things on my mind right now."
"Well will you be by my side?"
His hand found mine and he held it tight. "As long as you want me here"
"I will want you. Always"
"Then I shall stay.
I smiled then drifted to sleep. I saw Jacob. He was in his wolf form. His face had a pained expression like he was trying to tell me something. "Jake? What are you saying?" He howled. Then panic arose in his black eyes. And Edward was beside me. "Bella you have to go." "...But" "RUN!" So I was running, running away from everything until i seemed millions of miles away from humanity. I could not breathe, i could not see, I could not hear and i couldnt understand. All i could feel is Edward's protective arms around me... Then the image faded away and i awoke.
The first thing i noticed was the burning pain in my legs and stomach. I cried out in agony.
His hands were on either side of my face instantly. "It's okay Bella. Only one more day left. You were asleep for quite a while. After this it will roatate upwards very slowly to your heart. My guess is that you will be fine around tomorrow morning.
I nodded grateful that he stayed.
"Here I brought your copy of wuthering heights and i got you a portable dvd player so you can watch Romeo and Juilet."
"Thanks" I said the pain still unbearable.
"...Morphine?" I asked.
"I'm sorry but Carlisle doesnt have anymore. He ran out sometime last night."
I got took Wuthering Heights from Edward and tried to read it. Somehow I drifted to sleep again. This time I had a peaceful dreamless sleep. Suddenly I jolted awake. I felt pain in an area near my heart.
"Edward...time?" I asked faintly.
"It's around 8:30 am, love" he replied.
We started at exactly 9:00am. I only had half an hour to go. God, the pain was worse than before. Then out of no where, my heart hurt so badly. It felt as if my insides were being streched out and twisted. Then I felt it. It felt like a knife at my heart. And the pain was gone.
I opened my eyes. I saw the curious faces of my family staring down at me.
"Edward, Alice, Jasper, Esme, Carlisle, Emmet...Rosalie, the pain's gone"
"Yea we know that Bella. Take a look at your reflection." Jasper said, passing me a small hand mirror. Edward's face was locked into mine.
I took the mirror and gasped, almost dropping it. My hair looked like brown silk and my eyes were ruby red. My skin was just a shade paler than before and I no longer had any body heat. My lips were a lovely rose red. I was no longer myself.
I...was beautiful.
Enjoy!
Issy
Author's Note: This is an awesome chapter to write. (1111 words not alot i know) but I've always wanted this to happen. And I hope you like it. Feel free to comment!
Enjoy!
Issy
Raining Sunrise
Chapter 3
I remeber feeling something sink into my finger like a mosquito bite but much more sharper. At first i was confused, where was the pain? How come I dont feel anything? Did something go wrong? Then i felt it. The burning, the agony, the feeling as if flames had started vigourously on the tip of my finger. I bit down my lip as the pain moved upwards through my hands then slowly up my arms. I remember looking up to see that instead of Edward there stood Alice.
"There there Bella, It's okay" She tried to comfort me. No! No it's not okay! I wanted to scream at her. I saw Alice move slightly towards me but then decided against it. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed Edward wasnt the only one missing, Carlisle and Jasper were gone too.
"...Carlisle....Jasper?" I asked weakly.
"Carlisle went to get some morphine to decrease the pain for a little while and Jasper, well you know Jasper, and i suppose you're wondering where Edward is. Well he is getting ready to go hunting with Jasper soon, just to be safe, he'll be back soon the most a hour."
I just nodded. It took all my strength not to yell out in pain. The burning had already finished my arms and now was rotating through it again.
"Bella," Carlisle said nudging me gently. I had been so focused on not focusing on the pain I hadn't noticed him come in.
"I've got the morphine Bella. I'm going to inject it into your bloodstream." he told me.
"Okay" I whispered. He injected liquid into my open wound. I flinched. The morphine stung a little but then i realized i didnt feel the pain as strongly.
"Wow thats Carlisle. The pain isnt as intense as before"
"Ah...but i'm afraid it doesn't last for long. Maybe an hour or two."
"That's fine. I understand" I realized by that time Edward would be back. He would be my morphine...if he decided to see me. Now that the pain was almost gone i felt my eyelids grow heavy and i fell into a deep sleep.
I felt something cool brush my face and i quickly opened my eyes.
"Edward!" I cried. "You're back!" I looked at his sad face.
"Bella, I am so sorry for causing you all this pain."
"It's fine! I dont feel a thing now that Carlisle gave me the morphine."
"But Bella, it's been an hour and its bound to wear off soon." Just then i noticed that we were alone in the room.
"Where is everybody?"
"They went to give us some privacy."
"Oh. Well what for?"
He sighed. "Bella there's something i need to talk to you about."
"Yes?"
"I'm very worried about you."
"I think everyone knows that."
"I mean there are some prospects of transformation that are dangerous. For one, when you transform you're feelings towards people might not be the same..."
I gasped. "OH NO EDWARD NO! Are you saying I might not love you when I'm a vampire?"
"...That...could be true"
"How is that possible?!?!?"
"Well when the venom gets in your bloodstream it might alter some feelings along the way when it gets to your brain and heart."
"Edward I will love you no matter what, you know that right?"
"I'll try to remember it." I reached up to grasp his face between my hands but i did not have enough strength to reach up. Edward seemed to realize this which brought another pained expression to his face.
"Bella I think you should go to sleep again."
"Okay then. Just remember if I dont wake again that i love you and i always will."
"I know that Bella...but it's just hard to convice myself of that. I have alot of things on my mind right now."
"Well will you be by my side?"
His hand found mine and he held it tight. "As long as you want me here"
"I will want you. Always"
"Then I shall stay.
I smiled then drifted to sleep. I saw Jacob. He was in his wolf form. His face had a pained expression like he was trying to tell me something. "Jake? What are you saying?" He howled. Then panic arose in his black eyes. And Edward was beside me. "Bella you have to go." "...But" "RUN!" So I was running, running away from everything until i seemed millions of miles away from humanity. I could not breathe, i could not see, I could not hear and i couldnt understand. All i could feel is Edward's protective arms around me... Then the image faded away and i awoke.
The first thing i noticed was the burning pain in my legs and stomach. I cried out in agony.
His hands were on either side of my face instantly. "It's okay Bella. Only one more day left. You were asleep for quite a while. After this it will roatate upwards very slowly to your heart. My guess is that you will be fine around tomorrow morning.
I nodded grateful that he stayed.
"Here I brought your copy of wuthering heights and i got you a portable dvd player so you can watch Romeo and Juilet."
"Thanks" I said the pain still unbearable.
"...Morphine?" I asked.
"I'm sorry but Carlisle doesnt have anymore. He ran out sometime last night."
I got took Wuthering Heights from Edward and tried to read it. Somehow I drifted to sleep again. This time I had a peaceful dreamless sleep. Suddenly I jolted awake. I felt pain in an area near my heart.
"Edward...time?" I asked faintly.
"It's around 8:30 am, love" he replied.
We started at exactly 9:00am. I only had half an hour to go. God, the pain was worse than before. Then out of no where, my heart hurt so badly. It felt as if my insides were being streched out and twisted. Then I felt it. It felt like a knife at my heart. And the pain was gone.
I opened my eyes. I saw the curious faces of my family staring down at me.
"Edward, Alice, Jasper, Esme, Carlisle, Emmet...Rosalie, the pain's gone"
"Yea we know that Bella. Take a look at your reflection." Jasper said, passing me a small hand mirror. Edward's face was locked into mine.
I took the mirror and gasped, almost dropping it. My hair looked like brown silk and my eyes were ruby red. My skin was just a shade paler than before and I no longer had any body heat. My lips were a lovely rose red. I was no longer myself.
I...was beautiful.