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What to do with this account on LJ?
I haven't been here since I announced my engagement.
Here I am living in Tennessee.
I go and read my archives. Who was that girl? I'm ashamed of her. But I had to go through it to come out of it.
I'm private now. And if I do have a problem which isn't too often I go pray or go to my husband. I'm emotionally stable now. I just get it. I get life. I am stronger now. I'm enjoying my life. I'm truly blessed. I don't need come here and whine about some asshole who's making my life miserable. I don't need be codependent now or feed an addiction. I'm out of that.
Most my friends I have on here are from my past. I had a lot in common with them than. Now I'm different from them. I don't want read and judge them. That's not right. But I'd feel compelled to give them some kind of advice that may be taken wrong. So I just don't. They have go through it like I went through it...life's obstacles, learn your own lessons.
I just don't know what to do with this account..............???????????????? I live now not than. The only thing I can find handy here is if I forget a certain date. I couldn't remember if Harmony was 4 or 5. LJ confirmed I got her 5 years ago.
I haven't been here since I announced my engagement.
Here I am living in Tennessee.
I go and read my archives. Who was that girl? I'm ashamed of her. But I had to go through it to come out of it.
I'm private now. And if I do have a problem which isn't too often I go pray or go to my husband. I'm emotionally stable now. I just get it. I get life. I am stronger now. I'm enjoying my life. I'm truly blessed. I don't need come here and whine about some asshole who's making my life miserable. I don't need be codependent now or feed an addiction. I'm out of that.
Most my friends I have on here are from my past. I had a lot in common with them than. Now I'm different from them. I don't want read and judge them. That's not right. But I'd feel compelled to give them some kind of advice that may be taken wrong. So I just don't. They have go through it like I went through it...life's obstacles, learn your own lessons.
I just don't know what to do with this account..............???????????????? I live now not than. The only thing I can find handy here is if I forget a certain date. I couldn't remember if Harmony was 4 or 5. LJ confirmed I got her 5 years ago.