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sick. so sick. meh. yesterday: waves of nausea all day after i slept from 8:15am to 1:05pm. i dont take naps, much less 5 hours naps in complete daylight. today: still nautious (sp?) and i woke up this morning at 5am and didnt fall asleep again until 6:30am. sucky. i had race mind and all i could bloody think about was stephen and how this stephen isnt my stephen. i miss my stephen but he's dead and gone. its kinda sad. im lonely. and sick. i had the worst asthma attack today that i've ever had. i couldnt fucking breathe. and of course my nose was blocked up so my normal method of dealing with asthma by breathing only thru my nose was screwed. meh. still alive tho.