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I'm sick of pining away for the bastard. the guy i fell in love with is gone. someone else is in his place who looks just like him but i dont no who it is. my stephen was never this pervy or preppy. i dont think he even wears his schrodinger's cat shirt anymore. I'm having a successful time erasing everything between us from my mind. If I dont think about it, it doesnt hurt. SO. i cant guarantee i'll love anyone again, but thats what the next few relationships i'll have are about; fixing my busted up heart and teaching it to trust again. meh.
im sure many of u are pleased to hear this.
i text-ed everyone (who's cell phone # i have) "merry christmas"
the many response texts were lovely, thank u all!!! (btw, i no some of u cant text back, so no hard feelings on this merriest of days)
i wish it would snow...
im sure many of u are pleased to hear this.
i text-ed everyone (who's cell phone # i have) "merry christmas"
the many response texts were lovely, thank u all!!! (btw, i no some of u cant text back, so no hard feelings on this merriest of days)
i wish it would snow...