What am I doing?
I have to be at CC at 2. What the hell am I doing? I feel horrible about it. My tummy is dancing around. I feel drained already. As time gets closer, my heart sinks. I can't believe I'm doing this. My moms' all happy and stuff. I said how I feel and she's like, 'Think positive!' *smile* She's happy I'm doing this, and here I am, typing and crying. What did I do to myself? Stephanie still loves me, thank goddess and she knows to tell me if she thinks there's a problem with our relationship. I'll quit, I'd even go on record that my sexuality isn't normal. I wish I knew more people like Bella, VV, and my little girl. They don't mind my sexuality. I get the feeling VV might be a bit jealous. :)
Speaking of, I started working on the site this morning. You don't know how cool it felt for me, to do something I've missed so much for so long. :) It totally makes me happy. So, I ask you again, wtf am I doing?
Speaking of, I started working on the site this morning. You don't know how cool it felt for me, to do something I've missed so much for so long. :) It totally makes me happy. So, I ask you again, wtf am I doing?