ugh
hey nick,
i am soo ready for this year to be over. i'm tired of mom being all over me about all this crap. calling me every thirty minutes wanting updates. i swear if i was still at la cantera i would just sell the damn thing. they say they can't help me anymore, that they can't make my carpayments. i find that out to be a load of crap. they can't help me out, but they can go and buy a new fucking computer. it's so upseting. i'm so tired of it. why can't they just help me out this once. why can't they just help me pay this for a few months. is it really that harmful to help me. i get it, i won't spend money anymore. i'm so tired of life. i was doing perfectly fucking fine today until she started harassing me. please help me stay strong, i feel like i'm slowly but surely falling apart and losing my sanity. this has probably been the worst holiday season ever.
i am soo ready for this year to be over. i'm tired of mom being all over me about all this crap. calling me every thirty minutes wanting updates. i swear if i was still at la cantera i would just sell the damn thing. they say they can't help me anymore, that they can't make my carpayments. i find that out to be a load of crap. they can't help me out, but they can go and buy a new fucking computer. it's so upseting. i'm so tired of it. why can't they just help me out this once. why can't they just help me pay this for a few months. is it really that harmful to help me. i get it, i won't spend money anymore. i'm so tired of life. i was doing perfectly fucking fine today until she started harassing me. please help me stay strong, i feel like i'm slowly but surely falling apart and losing my sanity. this has probably been the worst holiday season ever.