as per usual and my life is falling apart ( Read more... )

life fucking sucks.
so much for friends.
thank goodness for family. 

scream
thats all i want to do
i cant stand a single thing thats happening in my life right now
but i guess ill find a way to make it through
we shall see
theres a girl i want to see
that i missed while in PSL
i hope her life is going well
and if not and she needs to vent
call, text, message! i'll be here <3 

chris was here
we had a great time
im so happy to have seen him
i hope that he can come again
(and still need to work on fifty things!) 

 can't believe.
chris is coming sooner then we planned.
he's coming tomorrow!
i can't waitwaitwait.

(ps. i want to do fifty thing, but im not sure i fifty things to say)