Jun 20, 2005 14:40
finally after a couple of hours the deed is done. thank god, it's taken over two days to finish.
this weekend 0wned. friday i actually got to sleep for more than 3 hours :) and saturday was krissy's grad party, which was interesting. i think i already detailed the adventures andy and I had in dealing with this stupid thing in my labret. :) and free ice cream, nothing beats it. it's probably molding in my car still. no, it is.
sexuality was abundant on father's day, yesterday. i went to letchworth with my family. the bf couldn't join the festivities but it's understandable, it's a day for dads and he has a dad. he is also the dad of my child. oh yeah. here's your rumor, andy ...
i'm pregnant.
so anyway, jay's being flaky as usual. and norelle, are you too good to practice these days? dunno what's up with that, but will worry about it later because i don't need to be bogged down with bullshit today. it's too nice out and i'm wearing sweatpants. nothing could be better. well, maybe ... :)
so letchworth. it's pretty serious. i never knew you could go horseback riding there. i love horses & wish we still 0wned ours ... they died, though. horses do that sometimes. but since andy's the best bf ever he'll probably say to me, "brittany let's go to letchworth some sunday AKA s00n and go horseback riding." will you?
i know some really bi-polar people. actually, it's probably not even bi-polarity. it's just superficiality. some of the people i know are really fake, hypocritical, and too concerned about everybody else rather than themselves. it sounds generic because it is, the majority of people are like that i guess but i didn't realize some of the people whom i have called "friend(s)" and even "best friend(s)" fall into that category, too. i know i'm not stupid. i'm not ungrateful, either. nor am i a hypocrite, liar, or superficial bastard. why should i be. but if i have a problem ... i'm criticizing myself or doing it to other people, bastards just crawl out of the cracks ready to lash out at me and tell me i'm a stupid, ungrateful bitch. i would just like to know how ranting about how appreciative i am of my life and the things/people i have in it, qualifies as ungrateful.
maybe i AM stupid. but i don't need a 2.8 GPA to tell me that.
i just don't understand why people have a problem saying things to my face. do they fear my krieg and my \m/ ... ?
maybe it's because they know they're wrong and have to hide behind the rich text walls of livejournal. so invite me over swimming again.
i love andy kthx.