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I cant believe tomorrow is friday already! This week FLEW by.
ha, thats what I began writting last week, but I never finished it. And look look look, I am back again.
Yesterday was a month since my dad has been gone. But, it's been 56 days since he has really, really been gone. 56 days seems like a long time..But still. It's like a daily occurence where I realize my dad is gone forever, and then I get really upset and my stomach gets nervous. But I'm not crying like my mom is. It sucks that everything is so torn apart, more so under the surface. Another kid, on Zach's football team lost their dad in a motorcycle accident last week. I feel so bad, gosh. That is still soo sad. Gaaaaash
The only consistent thing in my life is driving me nuts. I couldnt even explain how much these stupid f-ing PSP's drive me CRAZY. OMG, seriously. They are so stupid and lame. ugh, and they are sucking away my boyfriends soul!! Yeah, I pretty much can't stand them and they put me in a rotten mood, becuase it is seriously like a 24/7 kind of thing for him. There is NO putting it AND THEY ARE SUCH A STUPID REASON TO FIGHT. Im afraid things are falling apart, agh..I hope not.
Ah well, here I am at work, bored out of my freaking mind. But the guys are funny, and Jess decided he is going to be a rap star named, ssssilk.
ohyeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS WEEKEND IS BOBBYS BIRTHDAY, AND WE ARE GOING TO FREAKING PARTY OUR BUTTS OFF. And everyone should celebrate with us, because who knows when i will party again!?! ahah jaykay
ha, thats what I began writting last week, but I never finished it. And look look look, I am back again.
Yesterday was a month since my dad has been gone. But, it's been 56 days since he has really, really been gone. 56 days seems like a long time..But still. It's like a daily occurence where I realize my dad is gone forever, and then I get really upset and my stomach gets nervous. But I'm not crying like my mom is. It sucks that everything is so torn apart, more so under the surface. Another kid, on Zach's football team lost their dad in a motorcycle accident last week. I feel so bad, gosh. That is still soo sad. Gaaaaash
The only consistent thing in my life is driving me nuts. I couldnt even explain how much these stupid f-ing PSP's drive me CRAZY. OMG, seriously. They are so stupid and lame. ugh, and they are sucking away my boyfriends soul!! Yeah, I pretty much can't stand them and they put me in a rotten mood, becuase it is seriously like a 24/7 kind of thing for him. There is NO putting it AND THEY ARE SUCH A STUPID REASON TO FIGHT. Im afraid things are falling apart, agh..I hope not.
Ah well, here I am at work, bored out of my freaking mind. But the guys are funny, and Jess decided he is going to be a rap star named, ssssilk.
ohyeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS WEEKEND IS BOBBYS BIRTHDAY, AND WE ARE GOING TO FREAKING PARTY OUR BUTTS OFF. And everyone should celebrate with us, because who knows when i will party again!?! ahah jaykay