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I guess life has started to move on.
Me and Bobby did get back together. I'm not ready to have him gone. He made it clear that he felt the same, so this time I'll forgive, but only this time..
With school, I am dropping a class, which will be alot eaiser, because now I wont have to stay from 9-6 on wednesdays. Those were always long days, plus I missed to much of it already. Man, highschool was alot eaiser.
Things seem normal mostly. Although I couldnt even explain how much I miss my dad. Sometimes I have these realizations, when I'm like oh my gosh, he is really gone, forever..SOO many things I see, hear, come across remind me of him. Now I look back and see how many things he was really there for. I miss his company, I miss my dad!!
Everyone I talk to keeps telling me how this is going to get harder and harder over time. So theres something to look foreward too.
Another thing aswell, I should probally start to look for another job, damnit! I really liked this job, but it is slow for this company that I am a paycheck they dont need to be paying. Which I understand..Damn, this would happen.
Ahwell, we're moving soon, selling the van, and starting fresh..Or trying..I guess a new job can go with that too..
Life's a bitch
Me and Bobby did get back together. I'm not ready to have him gone. He made it clear that he felt the same, so this time I'll forgive, but only this time..
With school, I am dropping a class, which will be alot eaiser, because now I wont have to stay from 9-6 on wednesdays. Those were always long days, plus I missed to much of it already. Man, highschool was alot eaiser.
Things seem normal mostly. Although I couldnt even explain how much I miss my dad. Sometimes I have these realizations, when I'm like oh my gosh, he is really gone, forever..SOO many things I see, hear, come across remind me of him. Now I look back and see how many things he was really there for. I miss his company, I miss my dad!!
Everyone I talk to keeps telling me how this is going to get harder and harder over time. So theres something to look foreward too.
Another thing aswell, I should probally start to look for another job, damnit! I really liked this job, but it is slow for this company that I am a paycheck they dont need to be paying. Which I understand..Damn, this would happen.
Ahwell, we're moving soon, selling the van, and starting fresh..Or trying..I guess a new job can go with that too..
Life's a bitch