Year 2016
Wow. Really wow. I cannot believe here I am finding time alone, sitting in the same chair that I once sat at to churn out all the blog entries that are in this blog. I must have had a lot of time doing quite a bit.
I never knew I would miss days like this. Sitting in front of the laptop and just typing out what comes straight into my head. Although I do think that my english has failed terribly recently, given the less exposure I have to books. You see, I used to read. I would read almost every fiction love story but after awhile, I guess I grew out of it. I knew that those were just fairytale or fabricated stories that is about 80% not going to happen in this world.
I feel non-interrupted now but I am filled with a lot of emotions which I do not know what is a better outlet for me to share. I tried dayre. VLV is pretty public and still in the zone I guess since its still part of my resume. It feels only right to come back to livejournal.
Its the year 2016 today. 2 more months and it would be 2017. I have completed a lot of things that I have wanted in my life to be where I am and now an opportunity has struck. I'm not sure where this would take me, or even the reliability of the approach.. cause.. it sounds like a successful story that someone may share 5 years down the road. I'm not sure if I'll be capable of what I think I can do... is this where I doubt myself?
Its been 4 years and counting being in the field of marketing and I have never felt.. like this before. I remember having the need to feel recognised, the need to feel accomplished after something has been completed. But now.. I can't seem to feel this feeling in my job anymore. Is this what others have been saying;- passion gets eaten away. Maybe this opportunity is where I will shine? I mean the possibilities are endless. But will I be able to manage it?
We could always do a trial, but how do we go about that.
I'm confused. At this state of confusion, it feels like no matter what others were to say, it didn't matter because I know myself best and I... I don't know how to put a word to it. I don't want to be shaped in the same box as per every one else. I want to shine and I want to stand out and prove my capability. At the age of 27, maybe that's when my career takes a turn. But come'on, nothing has been set. This is just all talks and nothing else.
I wonder why me. Why of all people me. Is there any other underlying reason why of so many successful personnel and budding personnel out there, and just me. Is this a scam, is this real. What is this all about. I'm so confused.
Alright, I got nothing left. Off I go.
See you again Livejournal. I hope you would still be around when I'm back again.
I'll miss you.
I never knew I would miss days like this. Sitting in front of the laptop and just typing out what comes straight into my head. Although I do think that my english has failed terribly recently, given the less exposure I have to books. You see, I used to read. I would read almost every fiction love story but after awhile, I guess I grew out of it. I knew that those were just fairytale or fabricated stories that is about 80% not going to happen in this world.
I feel non-interrupted now but I am filled with a lot of emotions which I do not know what is a better outlet for me to share. I tried dayre. VLV is pretty public and still in the zone I guess since its still part of my resume. It feels only right to come back to livejournal.
Its the year 2016 today. 2 more months and it would be 2017. I have completed a lot of things that I have wanted in my life to be where I am and now an opportunity has struck. I'm not sure where this would take me, or even the reliability of the approach.. cause.. it sounds like a successful story that someone may share 5 years down the road. I'm not sure if I'll be capable of what I think I can do... is this where I doubt myself?
Its been 4 years and counting being in the field of marketing and I have never felt.. like this before. I remember having the need to feel recognised, the need to feel accomplished after something has been completed. But now.. I can't seem to feel this feeling in my job anymore. Is this what others have been saying;- passion gets eaten away. Maybe this opportunity is where I will shine? I mean the possibilities are endless. But will I be able to manage it?
We could always do a trial, but how do we go about that.
I'm confused. At this state of confusion, it feels like no matter what others were to say, it didn't matter because I know myself best and I... I don't know how to put a word to it. I don't want to be shaped in the same box as per every one else. I want to shine and I want to stand out and prove my capability. At the age of 27, maybe that's when my career takes a turn. But come'on, nothing has been set. This is just all talks and nothing else.
I wonder why me. Why of all people me. Is there any other underlying reason why of so many successful personnel and budding personnel out there, and just me. Is this a scam, is this real. What is this all about. I'm so confused.
Alright, I got nothing left. Off I go.
See you again Livejournal. I hope you would still be around when I'm back again.
I'll miss you.