well...
I find it very therapeutic to write on this live journal wall again. It's a good way to decompress your thoughts and your day. Today was my only day off and will be for a while. We got these rehearsals see and they seem to take up a lot of my time. But, they are not nice on the pay check.. Let me put it to you this way, I just got payed today, and now after paying rent and bills, I have 5 bucks in my checking account. It's going to be a Ramen kind of week. I took some pills i shouldn't have anymore to sleep last night, and they knocked me out. I didn't budge until 12:30 and I still felt the affects for a few hours later. I had a few errands to run I wanted to get gas which was a FML moment, look for new shoes and then head to the Magic Kingdom to see these new temporary animated hitchhiking ghosts they had. They were very neet to look at but the sheets used to cover the original area was cheep in pieces and looked like it had just been thrown there. Poor job disney poor job. You got to make like thats the way it always was. I then decided to watch mi si ki, then hung around to see The Magic the Memories and You which i love. I filmed it and posted it on you tube tonight.
Michelle called me when I was on the Bus headed back to my car so i didn't hear it. when i saw she called, i called back but I already knew it was beyond that window that I could talk to her. Shes always miss busy. But it was worth a shot.
I do miss having those calls,I miss a lot of things. but then again, I'm not on any kind of normal schedule myself as of late. I came home and just kind of hung out in my room. Later when I got the munchies I went into the kitchen and opened the freezer. It was of course totally unorganized and so i went to work fixing that. But in there was a half drank bottle of Absolute Peach Vodka I've never seen before. Then thats when I heard something I've never wanted to hear coming from my roommates room. Yep.... and it wasn't quite. So i grabbed what i wanted and went to my room.
I plan on getting up early every day from here on out until after the 5k. I need to get myself conditioned. I've slacked. I know I can do it, I just want it to be easier and not as much work. I want to enjoy it more than work for it. because 5k is what i usually around what I run on my lunch breaks when on a normal schedule.
I so look forward to February to be over. Seems that every year January and February something bad happens to me, or things just kind of crumble in some part or aspect of my life. I dred that time every year. I look forward to March and what it holds. I hope these lonely nights will turn into welcome ones soon. But for now, it sucks.
Michelle called me when I was on the Bus headed back to my car so i didn't hear it. when i saw she called, i called back but I already knew it was beyond that window that I could talk to her. Shes always miss busy. But it was worth a shot.
I do miss having those calls,I miss a lot of things. but then again, I'm not on any kind of normal schedule myself as of late. I came home and just kind of hung out in my room. Later when I got the munchies I went into the kitchen and opened the freezer. It was of course totally unorganized and so i went to work fixing that. But in there was a half drank bottle of Absolute Peach Vodka I've never seen before. Then thats when I heard something I've never wanted to hear coming from my roommates room. Yep.... and it wasn't quite. So i grabbed what i wanted and went to my room.
I plan on getting up early every day from here on out until after the 5k. I need to get myself conditioned. I've slacked. I know I can do it, I just want it to be easier and not as much work. I want to enjoy it more than work for it. because 5k is what i usually around what I run on my lunch breaks when on a normal schedule.
I so look forward to February to be over. Seems that every year January and February something bad happens to me, or things just kind of crumble in some part or aspect of my life. I dred that time every year. I look forward to March and what it holds. I hope these lonely nights will turn into welcome ones soon. But for now, it sucks.