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This is really hard. I thought I was going to be able to deal with it and I am.
It's such a strange feeling, such a horrible heartbreaking feeling. This might be worse then when Fonzi died, well at least equal to it.
I haven't slept in 36 hours, I've taken 4 sleeping pills within that time and I'm still wide awake because it's stupid but I can't sleep when he's not here. It's weird having someone be there everyday for two years and then all of a sudden their just gone.
and leonard cohen is not helping.
It's such a strange feeling, such a horrible heartbreaking feeling. This might be worse then when Fonzi died, well at least equal to it.
I haven't slept in 36 hours, I've taken 4 sleeping pills within that time and I'm still wide awake because it's stupid but I can't sleep when he's not here. It's weird having someone be there everyday for two years and then all of a sudden their just gone.
and leonard cohen is not helping.
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