seriously.
boys are fucking ridiculous. i swear.
all day ive just been bummin' on the guy in my previous entry. we've hung out. and i know he likes me..but he's afraid bc he's my ex's friend and that's his boy and im just a girl. we went from flirting and talking all the time, to now him just talking casual as if nothing we talked about previously matters...it bums me out because it's my fault that my fucking EX cant get over me!! it sucks, man. and theres nothing i can do about it. nothing.
later tonight, two boys just told me they have a crush on me. great. as if things couldn't get any more difficult. one of the boys being the guy in one of my previous entry..i really dig him, but he has a girlfriend. and idk why the fuck he would have the nerve to tell me? he says "i'm not one of those guys who bullshit and pretend not to like you" but idk...i dont even know him that well. and i think he's drunk. & the other guy is well, drunk too.. (GOTTA LOVE FUCKIN ST PATTYS DAY) "i really really dig you and i dont know anything i hate about you" sweet. really sweet. god. i dont know...i should be estatic but i just dont believe them. via text message is not the way to go. AT ALL. i hate this mess. i wanna know seriously when you guys aren't sober. really.
get up with me then.
all day ive just been bummin' on the guy in my previous entry. we've hung out. and i know he likes me..but he's afraid bc he's my ex's friend and that's his boy and im just a girl. we went from flirting and talking all the time, to now him just talking casual as if nothing we talked about previously matters...it bums me out because it's my fault that my fucking EX cant get over me!! it sucks, man. and theres nothing i can do about it. nothing.
later tonight, two boys just told me they have a crush on me. great. as if things couldn't get any more difficult. one of the boys being the guy in one of my previous entry..i really dig him, but he has a girlfriend. and idk why the fuck he would have the nerve to tell me? he says "i'm not one of those guys who bullshit and pretend not to like you" but idk...i dont even know him that well. and i think he's drunk. & the other guy is well, drunk too.. (GOTTA LOVE FUCKIN ST PATTYS DAY) "i really really dig you and i dont know anything i hate about you" sweet. really sweet. god. i dont know...i should be estatic but i just dont believe them. via text message is not the way to go. AT ALL. i hate this mess. i wanna know seriously when you guys aren't sober. really.
get up with me then.