Mar 15, 2010 01:00
the other day, someone i knew hung himself. he killed himself. i'm completely stunned and feel terrible for everyone who is close with him. good kid, just put himself in the wrong shoes. rip.
we celebrated last night with some close friends of his, drank jack daniels smoked newports in honor of him. i know he's smiling from up there. it was a good night.
one door closes, as another door opens.
everything in life is just a chapter. you have good ones and some bad ones where you just cant wait to get through to another chapter in life. it's all in there, just let it come when you get there.
i'm pretty sure now, there is nothing between us. we've hung out with people tonight and last night..i'm attracted to him, but i feel like he's distant. and this may or may not be bc i was with my ex both nights but i kept trying to flirt with him but he wouldnt respond or he acted like today he didnt remember...idk. it's whatever.
like i said, another door opens...right?
right.