le sigh.
so today started out very lazy...went to my friends and just sat and comforted him while he was hungover & waht not..then smoked a little & got some food and went back to his crib and ate. then we met up with his friends and smoked a blunt & cruised.i cant tell if his friend likes me or not, always makes jokes to me & does stuff thats very little but i can read it. i dont know...i think he's realy interesting, and i dont know why i get wrapped up with HIS friends..it makes my postion look awkward. he's not my type but when he smiles he's cute. hm.
& then i went to yoga class with my friend and at that point, i was baked. i couldnt think straight. and we walked in after they had already started, so talk about awkward. and going to position in sync with everyone..haha. but in the end it worked out nicely :) i'm definitely going to be super sore tomorrow morning.
the other day i talked to this kid. we met at a party but we have mutual friends & we both definitely knew of each other. but he reminds me a lot like one of my friends i had a crush on..but this kid has a girlfriend. and i know theres no way i'll have a chance with him, but sometimes i like to think i could? maybe it could happen? but you know, whenever you think to deep into shit..it never works. we talked for an hour the other night about music & what we wanted to do in life..it was swell. i didnt say goodbye nor i did i realize he had said goodbye to me until the next morning but he said, "good talk. see you around. maybe this weekend?" hmmm now i wish i really did get back to him! i really would liek to see him and hang out...but i dont want to seem like a creeper since i talked to HIM FIRST and i dont want to bother him unless he talks to me FIRST. call me old school, but that's how i do.
& then i went to yoga class with my friend and at that point, i was baked. i couldnt think straight. and we walked in after they had already started, so talk about awkward. and going to position in sync with everyone..haha. but in the end it worked out nicely :) i'm definitely going to be super sore tomorrow morning.
the other day i talked to this kid. we met at a party but we have mutual friends & we both definitely knew of each other. but he reminds me a lot like one of my friends i had a crush on..but this kid has a girlfriend. and i know theres no way i'll have a chance with him, but sometimes i like to think i could? maybe it could happen? but you know, whenever you think to deep into shit..it never works. we talked for an hour the other night about music & what we wanted to do in life..it was swell. i didnt say goodbye nor i did i realize he had said goodbye to me until the next morning but he said, "good talk. see you around. maybe this weekend?" hmmm now i wish i really did get back to him! i really would liek to see him and hang out...but i dont want to seem like a creeper since i talked to HIM FIRST and i dont want to bother him unless he talks to me FIRST. call me old school, but that's how i do.