@ School and bored as always
Ugh I'm @ school right now listenin to some LaunchCast radio on yahoo messenger....it's pretty cool but eh it could be better at time....at least I don't have to listen to like 5 mins of commercials ever hour like I do on cookeville ghetto ass radio stations......I need to get some XM radio! Hell YEA 100% commercial free......I think thats worth $10 a month or however much it costs anymore.....N E WAY.....I am at school like i said and I finished the assignment in this class in like what 5 mins....it was retarded....we're supposed to have another assignment but it'll prolly b just as ez and stupid....but what an ya do....eh....free 100's.....works for me....but uh I get ta move in with my sista!!! I'm kind of excited cuz I'm gettin to get outta my mom's house and cuz I'm livin with my sister.....she is cool as hell....I just hope I don't annoy her or anything....prolly I will but I'm just hopin i don't annoy her to the point of wantin me outta her house....that would kinda duck but if it comes about it will be no1's fault cept mine....so whatever.....but uh.....other than that I'm just chillin here @ school waitin for 10:50 so i can EAT....I swear I need to start eating sometimes....I like never eat and I think I'm gonna end up killin myself....but it's just cuz I'm never hungry when I CAN eat and when I AM hungry I CAN'T eat....like for example I wasn't hungry this morning when I came so I skipped breakfast but about 1/2 way thru 1st I starting feeling starved.....but then again perhaps I am starved.....but it's all my own damn fault....man I am just starting to realize how much shit I put MYSELF thru on top of the shit other ppl put me thru.....I mean I guess my "friend" Nickolina has been lyin str8 to my face! Which doesn't feel too good...evidently she's been doin cocaine and she has been lyin to my face about it which makes me feel good right? NO....I mean it's bad enuf that she moved in with us and left up with $819 cell phone bill that WE have to take care of now cuz she can't keep a fucking job...well anyways I'm not gonna blab on about her all day long cuz I can....the bottom line is that she is gettin to the point to where she's screwin every1 over everywhere she goes and if she doesn't start makin an effort to do something with her life other than dig herself further and further into a hole then I'm just gonna break it off with her and tell her to talk to me when she comes back to her senses but I really don't wanna do that considering I promised her before that I wouldn't leave her but she's leaving me no choice....to remain helping her would just dig MYSELF into a hole....and the person I would dig out of a hole at the expense of myself is Jessica.....no1 else! At least not at this time....so sorry Nikki if u ever read this I'm sorry for the way I feel and I honestly don't wanna feel this way but u leave me and every1 else with no choice....I'm just glad that u left us with a cell phone bill instead of a totaled car like u did to ur friend Jessica