To My One Love
Geoff -
You're the first person that I've ever been with on Valentine's and though I'm not with you, I still care about you and love you so much. I'm not very good at this sort of thing, and I don't know how much it you'll actually be able to read, depending on what you use to read it.
The thing that I'm most grateful for is that I will never take you for granted. Sometimes, I feel like life's just too difficult to carry on, mainly because no one has ever wanted to stay and help me through it. Darling you've stuck, through my tears, my craziness, the pain, the angry words, the continous circle of mistrust and through everything have been there for me. I love you with everything. I know things aren't perfect, if they were, I'd be able to be with you all of the time. I know how much you and I both wish it could be. I know how much it hurts not to be able to wake up to you each morning and make you the first and last thing I see. I want them and am willing to do anything to get them. I told you, that my secret fantasy is to drop everything and just come to you despite it all. Blind love. It's frightening to know that the only thing stopping me from doing it is you haven't asked. I'd give up anything for you, I'd give up me and that scares me beyond all belief.
I really don't care about anything that was, it just adds to the stones of the path we're building together. One more thing to add to it, and the good with the bad makes it. That's part of it, I suppose taking everything no matter if you like it or not and making something better out of it. You've made something better out of me. I don't know where I'd be without you. When the time is right, when you ask me, I'll come to you and never leave. I don't care if we're rich or poor, if I'm working or a stay-at home, dare i say it, soccor mom. You're all I need. You make me so much more, you look at me and see more than I could ever possibley be on my own.
I want to be there for you like you are for me. I want to help hold you up no matter what. I can, I promise you as I promised you from day one. I will not run. Geoffry, I want to be yours forever, I want to become Grandma and Grandpa together. As scary as that seems, especially after rereading it, that's what I want. Just know this, you are the best thing that's ever happened to me. I love you with everything that I am.
Happy Valentine's Day,
Bethany.
You're the first person that I've ever been with on Valentine's and though I'm not with you, I still care about you and love you so much. I'm not very good at this sort of thing, and I don't know how much it you'll actually be able to read, depending on what you use to read it.
The thing that I'm most grateful for is that I will never take you for granted. Sometimes, I feel like life's just too difficult to carry on, mainly because no one has ever wanted to stay and help me through it. Darling you've stuck, through my tears, my craziness, the pain, the angry words, the continous circle of mistrust and through everything have been there for me. I love you with everything. I know things aren't perfect, if they were, I'd be able to be with you all of the time. I know how much you and I both wish it could be. I know how much it hurts not to be able to wake up to you each morning and make you the first and last thing I see. I want them and am willing to do anything to get them. I told you, that my secret fantasy is to drop everything and just come to you despite it all. Blind love. It's frightening to know that the only thing stopping me from doing it is you haven't asked. I'd give up anything for you, I'd give up me and that scares me beyond all belief.
I really don't care about anything that was, it just adds to the stones of the path we're building together. One more thing to add to it, and the good with the bad makes it. That's part of it, I suppose taking everything no matter if you like it or not and making something better out of it. You've made something better out of me. I don't know where I'd be without you. When the time is right, when you ask me, I'll come to you and never leave. I don't care if we're rich or poor, if I'm working or a stay-at home, dare i say it, soccor mom. You're all I need. You make me so much more, you look at me and see more than I could ever possibley be on my own.
I want to be there for you like you are for me. I want to help hold you up no matter what. I can, I promise you as I promised you from day one. I will not run. Geoffry, I want to be yours forever, I want to become Grandma and Grandpa together. As scary as that seems, especially after rereading it, that's what I want. Just know this, you are the best thing that's ever happened to me. I love you with everything that I am.
Happy Valentine's Day,
Bethany.