(no subject)
Right now all I want is an Outkast reunion.
I want to be a kid again. In a way I hate being an adult, we have so many responsibilities, so many roles we must conform to.
Things always seem to go wrong when you least expect it. I'm really trying to think a lot more positive with myself lately. I'm positive when looking in at other people and their situations, just not myself. People say I'm too hard on myself and my standards..but if you don't have standards or goals in life, then, ...what?
School sucks for me right now. In my soc. class, I cannot seem to do well. The whole class is failing, there are 80 people in the class and the class average is a 67%, that is a D. Wouldn't you think that would tell him something? If nobody is passing the class, there is something wrong. It's just a general basic requirement, it's not likes its pre-med or anything like that. I really need to pass my classes with like an A or maybe a B, at the lowest. If I don't, I'm out.
My brakes just gave out on me, so now I have to go get all new brakes, which sucks because I just saved up some money for school. So, now I have to use my school money for stupid brakes.
Things just suck. I hate when I start losing control, I hate it more than anything. If things aren't stable with me and my surroundings then I go nuts. I fear that if I screw up with anything in my life then I'll just end up living in Taylor forever, not doing anything with my life and most importantly, being miserable.
I know I always end up writing negative things in my journal but that's because when I'm happy, I share my excitement, my emotions, with people. It's just better, nobody likes to be around a bitcher.
On a happy note, Afterglow was finally released yesterday! I love it! I love it! I love it! Hopefully she will be touring sometime soon.
Plus, the good thing about getting new brakes is I can't use my car. I get to use my brothers wrangler!
Tomorrow I have a computer/clerical test at Eastern for a job.
I dunno...maybe something positive comes out of anything negative, if you really try. I'm already feeling better just realizing that I don't really have it bad at all. Everyone is bound to have a couple bad days every now and then.
I want to be a kid again. In a way I hate being an adult, we have so many responsibilities, so many roles we must conform to.
Things always seem to go wrong when you least expect it. I'm really trying to think a lot more positive with myself lately. I'm positive when looking in at other people and their situations, just not myself. People say I'm too hard on myself and my standards..but if you don't have standards or goals in life, then, ...what?
School sucks for me right now. In my soc. class, I cannot seem to do well. The whole class is failing, there are 80 people in the class and the class average is a 67%, that is a D. Wouldn't you think that would tell him something? If nobody is passing the class, there is something wrong. It's just a general basic requirement, it's not likes its pre-med or anything like that. I really need to pass my classes with like an A or maybe a B, at the lowest. If I don't, I'm out.
My brakes just gave out on me, so now I have to go get all new brakes, which sucks because I just saved up some money for school. So, now I have to use my school money for stupid brakes.
Things just suck. I hate when I start losing control, I hate it more than anything. If things aren't stable with me and my surroundings then I go nuts. I fear that if I screw up with anything in my life then I'll just end up living in Taylor forever, not doing anything with my life and most importantly, being miserable.
I know I always end up writing negative things in my journal but that's because when I'm happy, I share my excitement, my emotions, with people. It's just better, nobody likes to be around a bitcher.
On a happy note, Afterglow was finally released yesterday! I love it! I love it! I love it! Hopefully she will be touring sometime soon.
Plus, the good thing about getting new brakes is I can't use my car. I get to use my brothers wrangler!
Tomorrow I have a computer/clerical test at Eastern for a job.
I dunno...maybe something positive comes out of anything negative, if you really try. I'm already feeling better just realizing that I don't really have it bad at all. Everyone is bound to have a couple bad days every now and then.