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I'm taking a little break from building and giving my grandson some attention and then I thought, what the hell, I'll update my journal as well. I can hold Daikon in my lap and type at the same time.
I think last night may have been one of those memorable ones. Ya know, the ones that you look back on and say, yeah, that was a good night.
I picked Melanie up after her last class and took her riding and then out to dinner. I guess looking back on it, it was a date. Maybe our first official one to be exact, but certainly not our last. Dinner and riding together was great, mainly because of the company. I know Mel already gave the details of it in her last entry, so I won't go diving into what occured. Just know that I did something that I wanted to do for a while now, and that was kiss her.
That spot that I took her to, the one overlooking the city, I was there a few nights ago by myself. When I was up there, overlooking the cliff, there was one thing I thought about and it was her. There's something about being with Melanie that perhaps brings something out of me that I thought wasn't there. Maybe it's time I fill up that hole in my life with something more than a one night stand.
But I'm still hesitant to being with Mel. I don't want to ruin her. She's a girl guys would just love to have and I know she could find a lot better than me anywhere she looked. But then again I can't deny I like the girl, a lot. I haven't felt this way about anyone before. I guess what I'm thinking is why would someone as gorgeous and perfect as herself want with a hell hoodlum like myself?
I was almost half thinking I'd see her this morning and she'd be ignoring me, having changed her mind on the situation. But instead she greated me with the best hug anyone could ask for. I want to do right by her, I know I do.
Well, I think I should probably get back to work now before I get anymore emotional on here. And I think I should ask Kia if I should put Daikon down for a nap since he's kinda fallen asleep on my lap. Heh, good kid.
I think last night may have been one of those memorable ones. Ya know, the ones that you look back on and say, yeah, that was a good night.
I picked Melanie up after her last class and took her riding and then out to dinner. I guess looking back on it, it was a date. Maybe our first official one to be exact, but certainly not our last. Dinner and riding together was great, mainly because of the company. I know Mel already gave the details of it in her last entry, so I won't go diving into what occured. Just know that I did something that I wanted to do for a while now, and that was kiss her.
That spot that I took her to, the one overlooking the city, I was there a few nights ago by myself. When I was up there, overlooking the cliff, there was one thing I thought about and it was her. There's something about being with Melanie that perhaps brings something out of me that I thought wasn't there. Maybe it's time I fill up that hole in my life with something more than a one night stand.
But I'm still hesitant to being with Mel. I don't want to ruin her. She's a girl guys would just love to have and I know she could find a lot better than me anywhere she looked. But then again I can't deny I like the girl, a lot. I haven't felt this way about anyone before. I guess what I'm thinking is why would someone as gorgeous and perfect as herself want with a hell hoodlum like myself?
I was almost half thinking I'd see her this morning and she'd be ignoring me, having changed her mind on the situation. But instead she greated me with the best hug anyone could ask for. I want to do right by her, I know I do.
Well, I think I should probably get back to work now before I get anymore emotional on here. And I think I should ask Kia if I should put Daikon down for a nap since he's kinda fallen asleep on my lap. Heh, good kid.