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life is so unbelieveable sometimes. uneventful then overeventful... lonely then loved. and, i'm having a hard time balancing without dropping things. and, when i get drunk i have a tendency to hurt people's feelings and that's really unfair of me. however, i let people hurt my feelings repeatedly. that is also unfair of me. i should value myself a bit more highly.
sometimes, i look at my relationship with a certain boy who will remain nameless and, i don't know. i get so frustrated with life and the rate of things.
i verbalized the last entry to p and he can just be so smart and calm about things i get insanely worked up about. which is useful, but also frustrating. lord knows i always want a big todo about it.
today is hard. yesterday was hard, too.
and all i can say is, my stupid mouth. got me in trouble - blah.
,k
sometimes, i look at my relationship with a certain boy who will remain nameless and, i don't know. i get so frustrated with life and the rate of things.
i verbalized the last entry to p and he can just be so smart and calm about things i get insanely worked up about. which is useful, but also frustrating. lord knows i always want a big todo about it.
today is hard. yesterday was hard, too.
and all i can say is, my stupid mouth. got me in trouble - blah.
,k