Colorado
Yeah, I haven't gotten around to scanning anything and I have no time to do so now. I apparently suck at getting around to doing that. Hehe. @.o
I'm going to Colorado tomorrow because my aunt and uncle wanted me to come. My plane leaves around 8:30ish in the morning from Logan, MA, which means my mom will want to be there by 6 which means we have to leave here around 4am, which means getting up at around 2... Yay. ><; So, in order to get some sleep, I'm going to bed in about 10 mins. BUT I need to finish laundry because my mummy dearest (*snarl*) didn't finish washing my blankets like she kinda said she would... So, I have to partition my sleep into 2-3 hour naps in order to get it all done. I also have to squeeze dinner in there somewhere...
Worst of all, I don't even really want to go. The biggest reason is I will miss a week of school which sucks because I have all this awesome work to do while I'm there because they couldn't have me there during February vaca. Oh no. I'm rather depressed all ready, so now I get to be packed on a tube that hurdles through the air at 500mph or whatever with a bunch of random people for four + hours. Then stick me in the fucking mountains so I get altitude sickness or whatever and stuff me with resteraunt food which I won't be able to digest because I'm used to plain, non-spicy food, rare meat, and whole milk. *Thumbs up* On top of it all I'll be far away from anyone I can rant to and I won't be able to blast music to be rid of my frustrations. I fear I will spiral back into the same deep depression I worked so hard to get out of a few years ago. Cool. Then there's the whole I-won't-have-fun bit because it seems that the happy chemicals in my brain have been zapped by gamma rays or something because those rare times I am happy I get all twitchy and hyper... like a fucking dog. Woof. I just lose all moter control.
Yes, this post has warped into something else... Yes, I am posting this under "public" even though I'd rather have it under "friends". This is because A. It has the bit about the sketches because I'm too lazy to make seperate posts. and B. because I'm in a "fuck it" mood.
So... *middle finger* to all who find this offensive or weird or whatever. Welcome to my mind. It's a sucky place. Fuck off because no one's making you read this shit. :D
I'm going to Colorado tomorrow because my aunt and uncle wanted me to come. My plane leaves around 8:30ish in the morning from Logan, MA, which means my mom will want to be there by 6 which means we have to leave here around 4am, which means getting up at around 2... Yay. ><; So, in order to get some sleep, I'm going to bed in about 10 mins. BUT I need to finish laundry because my mummy dearest (*snarl*) didn't finish washing my blankets like she kinda said she would... So, I have to partition my sleep into 2-3 hour naps in order to get it all done. I also have to squeeze dinner in there somewhere...
Worst of all, I don't even really want to go. The biggest reason is I will miss a week of school which sucks because I have all this awesome work to do while I'm there because they couldn't have me there during February vaca. Oh no. I'm rather depressed all ready, so now I get to be packed on a tube that hurdles through the air at 500mph or whatever with a bunch of random people for four + hours. Then stick me in the fucking mountains so I get altitude sickness or whatever and stuff me with resteraunt food which I won't be able to digest because I'm used to plain, non-spicy food, rare meat, and whole milk. *Thumbs up* On top of it all I'll be far away from anyone I can rant to and I won't be able to blast music to be rid of my frustrations. I fear I will spiral back into the same deep depression I worked so hard to get out of a few years ago. Cool. Then there's the whole I-won't-have-fun bit because it seems that the happy chemicals in my brain have been zapped by gamma rays or something because those rare times I am happy I get all twitchy and hyper... like a fucking dog. Woof. I just lose all moter control.
Yes, this post has warped into something else... Yes, I am posting this under "public" even though I'd rather have it under "friends". This is because A. It has the bit about the sketches because I'm too lazy to make seperate posts. and B. because I'm in a "fuck it" mood.
So... *middle finger* to all who find this offensive or weird or whatever. Welcome to my mind. It's a sucky place. Fuck off because no one's making you read this shit. :D