mind of natalie, can i get a new one?
it's so quite and alonly in the house right now. I know that my mom and her boyfriend are there but there both so quite…. Makes me really sad really. I wanna get out of the house, I wanna go back out to mouses house to get my bracelet or something. If I had money I’d just say I’m gunna go and get something to eat but I don’t. I’ve be eating grapes all day, that’s so interesting isn’t it?
There only one thing I feel I need to do this year and that’s get out of high schooland get a job. It seems like I’m gunna have to wait and year or two before I go to England. I mean if I want to get a good job. I really don’t want to wait but I should. But maybe it will all work it’selfout. I want it to. It would be nice if it did. I hope this coming year I make more friends and become closer to the ones I’m already friends with.
The weirdest thing about this year, I mean this coming year is that its really supposted to determan my the rest of my life, I don’t think I’m totally grabing that. I mean to try not to look back so much, but it maybe extremely mebeded into me. I already have to many scars I don’t think I need any need one. I think I’m trying really hard to be leaquent. But really I’m just trying to sort things out of my head. I’ve already but them out but not really, not totally anyways. Wow today really is international hang over day. I’m not personally hung over and on one level I really wish I was. Hum, I really don’t want to go back to school, it’s been so nice for the last couple days. Figures, that last couple days before I have to go back to school are the best one. I need to apply myself and I know it but I just don’t work at all. Robotic girl, I think I’m guna go barrow some money from my mom and get some bread from beyond bread. That sounds so good right now. Later lovers
natalie
There only one thing I feel I need to do this year and that’s get out of high schooland get a job. It seems like I’m gunna have to wait and year or two before I go to England. I mean if I want to get a good job. I really don’t want to wait but I should. But maybe it will all work it’selfout. I want it to. It would be nice if it did. I hope this coming year I make more friends and become closer to the ones I’m already friends with.
The weirdest thing about this year, I mean this coming year is that its really supposted to determan my the rest of my life, I don’t think I’m totally grabing that. I mean to try not to look back so much, but it maybe extremely mebeded into me. I already have to many scars I don’t think I need any need one. I think I’m trying really hard to be leaquent. But really I’m just trying to sort things out of my head. I’ve already but them out but not really, not totally anyways. Wow today really is international hang over day. I’m not personally hung over and on one level I really wish I was. Hum, I really don’t want to go back to school, it’s been so nice for the last couple days. Figures, that last couple days before I have to go back to school are the best one. I need to apply myself and I know it but I just don’t work at all. Robotic girl, I think I’m guna go barrow some money from my mom and get some bread from beyond bread. That sounds so good right now. Later lovers
natalie