Music
I'm using my computer system rebuild as an excuse to add random old CDs on my iTunes.
I came across a mix CD that just brought me back to eighth grade. That year was a terrible year, and I'd never want to physically go back there. But there were moments where I'd sit in the middle of my floor ... or walk down my street while the snow was gently falling, and everything was silent ... that life didn't seem so bad.
And that's what "Push and Pull" by Nikka Costa represents to me. The serenity.
Today was a good day overall. Maybe I've stopped blaming myself and thinking of myself as a failure; it's too early to tell. It's difficult, starting over with someone new who doesn't know me the way he did. But then again, it's an adventure--learning the ins and outs of another person all over again, the mystery, the figuring-out process and deductive reasoning... *sigh*
I just can't wait for him to come home. I miss him; I love him. And I can't wait to see him for the first time :)
I came across a mix CD that just brought me back to eighth grade. That year was a terrible year, and I'd never want to physically go back there. But there were moments where I'd sit in the middle of my floor ... or walk down my street while the snow was gently falling, and everything was silent ... that life didn't seem so bad.
And that's what "Push and Pull" by Nikka Costa represents to me. The serenity.
Today was a good day overall. Maybe I've stopped blaming myself and thinking of myself as a failure; it's too early to tell. It's difficult, starting over with someone new who doesn't know me the way he did. But then again, it's an adventure--learning the ins and outs of another person all over again, the mystery, the figuring-out process and deductive reasoning... *sigh*
I just can't wait for him to come home. I miss him; I love him. And I can't wait to see him for the first time :)