The Thought of Suicide.
Your World (Part One): What is your world made of? [girls]
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I have been contemplative. On one hand, I have thought of every possible way I could dispose of myself and my body. On the other, I have thought of every possible way to make my life better. I am going to give myself a few more shots. God knows I don't deserve them, neither do my parents(atleast I think they don't), nor do I. Tomorrow I go in for an interview for NCI. This is my solemn pact that if I get this job I will quit the Giant, Work my ass off for the next year and a half, and go back to school and fucking graduate already. As an added bonus I will stop trying to live by my high standards of people and myself, however I will not stand for anything less than mediocre standards. If it's not asking to much I would like a boyfriend in the process. Yes, this list is my christmas list to myself, from myself. I need to get a grip on things. I'm not the prettiest, smartest, or quickest girl in the world but I guess all I can do is just be me.