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I am afraid of love. I am afraid of tomorrow. I am afraid of life. I have nothing because I do not choose to have anything. Fear has taken over. I can't sleep thinking that tomorrow will be the same. That it doesn't matter where I go, no matter where I run, and no matter who I meet it is all the same. I would give anything to feel different. Something to cry, laugh, or scream about. I have taken 3 showers and have drawn everything that has come to mind. I don't want to finish this entry. This is not a shout out for help. I don't even care if people read this. I needed to talk or write something to make myself feel better. To recognize my problem. I have many problems or none at all. I guess what people do best is judge.