Hope we fall together...
Its funny how life works... i really dont know whats goen on right now... im happy... infact really happy... hung out with melissa last night... and went to the movies with her the night before... idano but i think... i think everythings goen to be okay... i mean we aint together or anything.... i still love this girl to death... prolly will for aslong as i can stand it... i know she still has feelings for me... other wise she wouldnt of wanted to see me... she woulda played it off... (shes done it before) lol... but yeah... i mean i dont know what could happen... i dont think im ready to face this world alone... i really dont... shes been my heart and soul the past months... even when we was hardly talking and almost fightin everytime we talkd on the phone... but im not worried about all that.. im not worried if she wants to be with me or not... she'll make the right choice eventually.. hopefully she'll make the choice that will make her happy... and not because i want to be with her.... but because she knows id treat her with the love.. kindness and understanding as she should be treated with... as she deserves to be treated with... shes my everything... and i would do anything for this girl... i just hope to god that i dont fall in love with her before i leave... that would kill me the most... i love her.. but im not in love yet.... yet... lets hope if love does fall.. that we fall together...