May 18, 2005 23:24
well... we are over now... i just cant win lol... but... i aint sweating it forreal... i shouldnt.. i couldnt of expected her to just love me like i did her with the time we had... but thats okay... i guess im quick with the feelings... nothing i can do about that... doesnt matter though... even if i didnt love her we would still be over sooo... either way it goes.. it doesnt matter... friends is just fine for me... plus ya never know.. i might meet something in the army... who knows, dont plan on it but who knows... annnyway... i aint sayen i aint hurt cause i am... this sucks but... im okay :-) trust me youll see me with a smile on myself tommorow! not in spite but... just cause im in a good mood.. anyway... i just got outa.. musical practice.. the show is friday.. sat.. and sunday.. tell me to break a leg! cause ill need to! anyway.. thanks for reading..