did you miss me???
Ha! Looking back on my entries is quite amusing. It's been one hell of a year. So much has happened. I don't exactly know where to start... I guess I can start by saying, I'm so happy. I have great friends, an amazing man, and a family who will support me no matter what I do. Amazing man, you ask? Yup, I'm with Adam and having the time of my life. As I read my entries in the past I realized that my life wasn't "pathetic" as I once described. Although, I didn't know it then. I was put through so much shit. Through out all of that though, I knew everything would end up okay. I really am thankful for the true friends that stuck by me during that time. And of course my family. So...the end of school came and I had to say goodbye to my new roommates. It was sad but I never thought I'd be spending 2 weeks with one of them in the middle of the summer( and I'll tell you why later). I had to say goodbye to Adam...it was hard but he promised me a whole new summer ahead of us. I'm glad I trusted him. It's been a great summer. Instead of living at home with my grandparents, I wanted to try to live with Emily in Portsmouth and work at water country. It was all going great...but I found myself sitting on my ass for three weeks cause water country didn't open until june 10th. So, I was jobless and not saving any money, all the while owing Emily rent and what not. It sucked but I asured her it would be okay and I would catch up on rent. Yup...that didn't happen. Working at water country was fun, being in the sun all day long. I was planning on spending the 4th of july with Adam for a long time. So, I took it off from work and drove down on the 2nd of july. We had a great time. Ashley came with us and Collette met up with us. Ron, Abbey, and Katie, also came. I had a blast. It was such a special night for Adam and I...::sigh::... So, it was Wednesday and I was supposed to go back to Portsmouth...and that's definitely not what happened. It turned out that when I turned my car on, my gas tank leaked...not so safe to drive. We had the car towed and I've been stuck in Rindge for 2 weeks now...haha. At least I'm in Rindge, with Adam. Ashley has been a sweetheart and lets me stay with her while Adam is at work. Ashley and I have been lazy bums lately and do nothing but watch sex and the city and eat...haha. But it's all good. So, I have had lots of time to think. I've decided to move my stuff out of Emily's and move back to North Sutton to work at Twin Lake Villa. My grandparents accepted me back into their home(which I'm sooo happy about). I just figured I would make more money working at the villa than water country. I'm still going to pay Emily all the money I owe her but I'm excited to go back to the villa. Working at the villa sucks but I "make more money than God" there. And Brittany still works there. Oh, and Naomie is there too. Which makes me nervous. She has no idea how much I missed her. And she thinks I forgot her number on purpose. She doesn't know that I tried finding her number for many days and tried to get her to give me her number. I've been worried about her and often checked her journal to make sure she's still alive. Yet, I have to make the first move. Whatever. I'll do it. I missed her and I'm sick of not having her in my life. So, soon enough we should be talking again. I'm so glad I'm going back home. I've missed my grandparents and my dog. I have certainly learned that I can't live without them. It'll be annoying doing house work but I'll deal. I can't wait to go back to school though. I'm wicked stoked about our apartment. Me and the roommies are going to have the sweetest apartment. I can't wait to decorate it. It's a shit hole now but soon it'll be nice and spotless. Next year, I'm not going to put up with any shit. Or drama. I'm quite sick of it. I've tried to be friends with some people but obviously they're bitter and still stuck in the mind of a high schooler. But I don't give a shit anymore. I'll be nice to anybody who smiles at me but I'm not going to obsess over any shit anymore. It's a new year and we're all going to get along. Like or not. =) Anyway. I'm sure I'll be updating again soon. Until next time...