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love.
nah, fuck it.
i just wanna spend my days at the race track, or sitting in the shop getting things ready to be at the track.
it used to be so easy for me to be open with how i felt about em. after getting shafted so many times, its become harder and harder. and at this point ignoring people and treating some like crap comes so easy.
its always been easy to cut people from my life. like a switch thats flipped and boom, theyre gone and i dont contact them again. several people have fallen into that treatment that i never thought would or could. how sad. for them. i tried to be a good friend. i tried to be an even better boyfriend. still not enough. or was it too much? ah well, its alright though, the machine keeps trudging along and time will pass. time does heal and you think less and less about these souls, since you have new ones pop into your life to keep you entertained.
so, heres to progress.
nah, fuck it.
i just wanna spend my days at the race track, or sitting in the shop getting things ready to be at the track.
it used to be so easy for me to be open with how i felt about em. after getting shafted so many times, its become harder and harder. and at this point ignoring people and treating some like crap comes so easy.
its always been easy to cut people from my life. like a switch thats flipped and boom, theyre gone and i dont contact them again. several people have fallen into that treatment that i never thought would or could. how sad. for them. i tried to be a good friend. i tried to be an even better boyfriend. still not enough. or was it too much? ah well, its alright though, the machine keeps trudging along and time will pass. time does heal and you think less and less about these souls, since you have new ones pop into your life to keep you entertained.
so, heres to progress.