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dear diary,
so after a few days when the 19 y.o. guy that im dating which is number 4. he texted me again. he wanted to meet me and my friends.
so i replied and said that i was at gateway with my friends. lo and behold he also went to gateway and who was with him??? this guy that he has been seeing and dating. he brought the guy there.
worst thing of all, they also watched the movie that we were watching. to top it all, they were situated infront of me.
i was hurting right there and then. they were trying to be discreetly sweet. and my friends were trying so hard to apease me.
i didnt finish the movie. i cant take it. i went elsewhere. i was hurting. i cried so hard that night. my heart almost exploded with so much pain.
why is it that there are guys that are insensitive to one's feelings? do they take pleasure in others feelings of pain? aint i nice? is this a punishment to me? did i hurt anybody in the past? what?
hugs and kisses,
tukso
so after a few days when the 19 y.o. guy that im dating which is number 4. he texted me again. he wanted to meet me and my friends.
so i replied and said that i was at gateway with my friends. lo and behold he also went to gateway and who was with him??? this guy that he has been seeing and dating. he brought the guy there.
worst thing of all, they also watched the movie that we were watching. to top it all, they were situated infront of me.
i was hurting right there and then. they were trying to be discreetly sweet. and my friends were trying so hard to apease me.
i didnt finish the movie. i cant take it. i went elsewhere. i was hurting. i cried so hard that night. my heart almost exploded with so much pain.
why is it that there are guys that are insensitive to one's feelings? do they take pleasure in others feelings of pain? aint i nice? is this a punishment to me? did i hurt anybody in the past? what?
hugs and kisses,
tukso