May 29, 2014 13:59
The end of school was incredibly bittersweet. It was fun to meet my new 2nd graders for next year. One of my students asked if she could make a card during reading stations and have everyone sign it. It was very sweet, plus she added drawings of each student and their initials in a heart so I wouldn't forget. She also requested homework for the summer, which is something I used to do. Even my naughtiest of kiddos will be missed next year. I teared up a little the last 2 days, and after school on the last day, I went home and slept a lot.
So far summer has been very fun! Angie's wedding was a lot of fun :) It's so nice to see all of the family. Josh's mom came to visit. We went to the Lauritzen gardens in Omaha, had dinner out at Mahoney, and took a day trip to Red Cloud. Denver and I have taken lots of walks. I've caught up on cleaning. I've been experimenting with smoothie and infused water recipes.
On a less than perky note, I've been feeling a greater sense of loss about not having kids. Josh and I aren't really trying, but we haven't been *not* trying in over a year. Angie and Jennie are both pregnant now, and while ecstatic for them, it's hard not to cry sometimes when I think about it. I've never felt that way before, and it's a little odd. Could also be still a sense of loss with my kiddos moving on to 2nd grade. Who knows. Josh and I aren't going to seek baby help until next summer, but part of me fears what we'll find out.
We signed the loan paperwork for the house :) It was fun to show off the house when family was in town. Everyone says it looks like a very cute house that will make a good home. We'll want to put up a fence and re-do the cabinets before we move in. I found a wonderful mint green galley kitchen picture that would be cool for our new kitchen. One of the first items on the list for the house is a couple cats :) Should be a fun adventure :)