yesterday is gone.
its funny reading everyones livejournals and seeing that most everyone is stressing about college and such just like i am. well, its not funny actually, its just kinda ironic. and weird that we're all so old now that this time next year, we'll be someplace else with new people and new surroundings moving on to bigger and better things. so trippy.
im scared as hell about getting rejected to all the schools i apply to because they aren't exactly easy in's. im scared of ending up going to some school i know i could do better than [in the least conceited sounding way possible] and letting all my hard work and sacrafice go to waste. seriously though, ive been busting my ass since i was 5 with my mom in the background telling me, "B's stand for bad. if you get B's, you're grounded." im glad its over almost with actually. high school is just a phase and im ready to move on, live on my own, meet new people and new places.
not that ill abandon the old. fremont is still home. my parents want to retire up in sacramento and i told them to hold off retiring for a few years until im done with college because i still want to come back home to fremont every summer and holidays. i grew up in this place and love it. i love my family. i love my friends. i love my boyfriend. i love fremont.
but still, i can't wait til my name is called on graduation and i have that diploma in my hand. its exciting really. and scary all the same.
wow. sorry about that rambling thought process. college is getting to me. im going to a USC college admissions program thing october 16 and with all these entries about college apps and such, all im thinking is college.
plus, now i should go study for my SATs and get my homework done before im hang out with my sister before she goes back to berkeley. anyway, to you seniors, best of luck, and anyone who still has a few years left, enjoy them while you still can and make the most of yourself academically because i know you all can.
gosh, i feel like an old sage passing down my aquired wisdom to the youngsters. [youngsters...?]
bobby spoils me.
there he goes spoiling me again.
winery yesterday with manda, mommy, and daddy. it was alot of fun. i love my family, those drunkards. they all drank too much wine that i seriously had to be the designated driver on the way home. :-D
great america last week with the interact event. you all should have been. we got free food and had fun yelling encouragements at people and singing old 80's rock.
mid yelling. love it.
how dreamy. :-D
ahaha. i love this one of evan making out with the metal child.
us and my ancestor.
us in the damn student store on our saturday.
we had fun with the fan and pretended we were models.
there were like 100 of these because matt and i didn't know how to work bianca's camera. [yes, all but three of these pictures were stolen from bianca because she doesnt post them on her lj anymore. give her the credit for them!]
overgrown children stuffed in a red wagon.
oh, fun and games!
eating stolen student store food.
pigging out at the back to school party. well at least i am.
me and even being me and evan. and tara stole this sweatshirt and im mad at her! i want it back!
im scared as hell about getting rejected to all the schools i apply to because they aren't exactly easy in's. im scared of ending up going to some school i know i could do better than [in the least conceited sounding way possible] and letting all my hard work and sacrafice go to waste. seriously though, ive been busting my ass since i was 5 with my mom in the background telling me, "B's stand for bad. if you get B's, you're grounded." im glad its over almost with actually. high school is just a phase and im ready to move on, live on my own, meet new people and new places.
not that ill abandon the old. fremont is still home. my parents want to retire up in sacramento and i told them to hold off retiring for a few years until im done with college because i still want to come back home to fremont every summer and holidays. i grew up in this place and love it. i love my family. i love my friends. i love my boyfriend. i love fremont.
but still, i can't wait til my name is called on graduation and i have that diploma in my hand. its exciting really. and scary all the same.
wow. sorry about that rambling thought process. college is getting to me. im going to a USC college admissions program thing october 16 and with all these entries about college apps and such, all im thinking is college.
plus, now i should go study for my SATs and get my homework done before im hang out with my sister before she goes back to berkeley. anyway, to you seniors, best of luck, and anyone who still has a few years left, enjoy them while you still can and make the most of yourself academically because i know you all can.
gosh, i feel like an old sage passing down my aquired wisdom to the youngsters. [youngsters...?]
bobby spoils me.
there he goes spoiling me again.
winery yesterday with manda, mommy, and daddy. it was alot of fun. i love my family, those drunkards. they all drank too much wine that i seriously had to be the designated driver on the way home. :-D
great america last week with the interact event. you all should have been. we got free food and had fun yelling encouragements at people and singing old 80's rock.
mid yelling. love it.
how dreamy. :-D
ahaha. i love this one of evan making out with the metal child.
us and my ancestor.
us in the damn student store on our saturday.
we had fun with the fan and pretended we were models.
there were like 100 of these because matt and i didn't know how to work bianca's camera. [yes, all but three of these pictures were stolen from bianca because she doesnt post them on her lj anymore. give her the credit for them!]
overgrown children stuffed in a red wagon.
oh, fun and games!
eating stolen student store food.
pigging out at the back to school party. well at least i am.
me and even being me and evan. and tara stole this sweatshirt and im mad at her! i want it back!