i can't believe he got killed....
ok so i'm at work right now and my cousin was in car wreck and got killed... he was impalled by a tree. he was the passenger. the driver is like all in shock and some guy i don't know. but i can't believe my cousin was killed. he was only 19. and now i know he is in the morgue, here right here where i am, in a sealed bag with part of a tree in him, with the last bits of warmth escaping his body.... omg i hate this job its just so horrible to work here and do this. cause im at work and i have to hold myself together, i'm not supposed to show any emotion.... and i get to watch ppl die and i know how they die and what happened and if it was painful or not. and what if one of my firends comes in, i won't be able to take it. i really don't think i can do this. i had to call my friend jamie and tell her cause she and her bf where friends with him and she was at work and she just freaked out and started crying. omg i can't believe he's dead....